What i would do if i had 4 weeks to live

So there it is.
The news that changes your life.
They say 4 weeks and your just another person dying.
I could take it for granted.
Or i could live it up as if the world was one giant party.
But put it to you this way, i wouldnt do neither.
I wouldnt say good-bye to the ones i love, for this is only the new beginning.
I would just wake up every morning and look around.
Admire the things i have seen.
Flick the chip over my shoulder off.
Squeeze out the cloud of pouring cold rain over my head.
Open a window and touch the world.
I would dream for one more night with you.
I wouldnt let u go.
My deathbed is set, and now my expiration date is ticking its slow hours.
I shall die peacefully in my bed holding your hand.
I could write my very last song.
Strum my guitar for the last hour of my life.
But i rather lay in bed and be with you.
I wanna watch you grow and be a kid.
I wanna see you on your wedding day although i will not be the bride.
I wanna watch my parents let go of the past and worry about tommorrow.
I wanna watch my friends live it up.
I wanna be the one to take the wheel and hold everyones hand when they get the news..
.....They only have four weeks to live