Pagan US Holocaust

I wanna know how I can make this story better. It's not done yet and I'll probably be updating it soon. It takes place in the modern day United States, the title should be enough to tell what it's about.

My mom's boyfriend found my journal. He dug through my stuff and found my boyfriend's phone number.

My boyfriend faked his death and moved in with his twin brother and his uncle.

My best friend and I were the only ones aside from his uncle and his brother to know.

It hurts hiding that one of your friends is still alive, especially when his death caused your other friends so much pain.

But it's amazing having a secret that big.

I find myself grinning when I think about it.

I love having his secret.

--Chapter 1--
Micheal sighed and sat in my chair. My mom's boyfriend had left him upstairs in my room. He noticed a necklace with a note attached to it and picked it up. He read the note aloud. "For Micheal, my beloved Ryuzaki-kun. This if for you. I hope you wear it in my memory in case I don't make it back. I love you. Always remember that."
By the time he finished this he had tears streaming down his face. He looked at the necklace. It was a dog tag that had 'Micheal and Kate forever' engraved on it. Under the necklace was a binder that had everything I'd written.
He put the necklace on and turned on my red dell inspiron mini laptop. While it was starting up, he started flipping through the binder. By the time he finished reading it, he'd be sobbing uncontrollably. I'd left him everything I'd written, including my diary. He was sure I was dead since I'd been taken. He'd try and find a way to get me out though. He'd probably go home and read her binder and diary aloud to his brother BB, who was crushing on Kate, before he did that though. BB would help.
Micheal sighed when he got home and went to his room with BB. "So Kate's been taken to one of the camps... She left me her journal.. I figured you'd want to hear what she's written so far.."
"What?! She's been taken to a camp?!"
Micheal nodded.
"W-WHY? Why HER?"
"She's Wiccan... her mom was taken too..."
BB didn't answer, so Micheal started reading the first page, it was a short diary entry. One of the few she wrote.
"I found out 'he' is still alive. When I think of 'him' now, I find myself smiling and blushing. 'He' has a heart that's so large, it amazes even me. 'He' faked his death for the ones he loved, to keep them safe. He'd given up everything. For getting involved in what he did though, I have to admit was stupid. I know I can't let the secret on, and I wont. Not even to Inu. I refuse. He did all that to keep his loved ones safe and I wont be the one to mess it up. Also, I want to be the one who anyone can come to. I want to be trusted. With trust comes friendship and with friendship comes happiness. I, on the other hand, can't trust many. I see all my friends gossiping and telling others deep secrets all the time, I can't trust those people. I must be careful what I say around them. Most of them can't be trusted. I think I may be in love with 'him'."
He looked at BB to see his reaction. BB was quiet. He looked like he was listening, so Micheal continued with reading it. The next page was pretty much a dairy entry. Just not written like one. I'd written it to be a story to entertain after I'd gotten out of the camp.
"I yawned when I walked inside from the bus stop. My sister ran across the living room and hugged my legs. "Sissi!" she yelled. I hugged back.
"Hey baby girl." I said, my voice was flat. Behind me was the door to the cluttered master bedroom. In front was the living room. Past the living room was the kitchen. The bathroom was between them. The stairs were to my left and the front door was on my right. The house used to be a church, but the moved it and added a lot of stuff to make it a house. They hadn't leveled the ground when they moved it so the house had foundation issues. It didn't have central heat and air either.
My sister returned to her TV and I went to the kitchen, grabbed a pepsi, and went to my room. When I got there, I started up my red dell inspiron mini laptop and turned on my window unit ac and fan. When my laptop had connected to the internet, I entered my chat. Onee-chan was on, but she was away from the computer. So I got on facebook. Onee-chan wasn't my big sister by blood, she was just like one. Ryuzaki-kun was online when I went online on facebook. I sent him a message.
-Ryuzaki-kun! :D-
-Kate-chan! :D-
-What's up?-
-Not much, BB's ranting again =__=-
-Aww D: That sucks.-
-Yeah.-
We didn't say much after that. Neither of us had anything to talk about. I'd been crushing on Ryuzaki for a while, so I was trying to think of something to say. Before I could though, BB took the computer from Ryuzaki.
-KATE WOMAN!!! D<-
-BB! :D-
-Hi >.>-
-Hey.-
-RYUZAKI ATE THE LAST OF THE JAM!!! DDD<-
-Lol to get some more then! xD-
-I DON'T WANNA! D<-

There wasn't much more conversation after that. Not until Ryuzaki got back on. My friend Shawn got on and sent me some of his conversation with Ryuzaki-kun.

Shawn: Do you like Kate?
Ryuzaki: Mmm... kinda.
Ryuzaki: BB likes her.
Ryuzaki: Oops. I let his secret out.

By the time I finished reading, I was smiling and a deep scarlet color. Later that night, Ryuzaki and I were talking again.

Ryuzaki: I might ask someone something in a few minutes. :D
Me: Yay! :D

I assumed he was going to ask me out.

Ryuzaki: Now all I have to do is wait.
Me: Yay?
Ryuzaki: :)

I checked my messages. I had one from Ryuzaki. My heart lept to my throat in excitement as I clicked it. I was smiling almost as big as I could while waiting to read it. I'd decided not to reply till I read the message though, I was pretty sure I knew what it said, but I didn't want to look like an idiot in case it wasn't what I thought. I was right. The message said 'Kate-chan, would you like to go out with me? :)' I replied to him on chat. 'OMG!!! :D YES!!! :D'

That was the last happy memory I had for a long time. There was a movement against Pagans going on. I was one of them. My mom and I, as well as Shawn and Bhri were all Wiccan.

I know what you're thinking. You're thinking about curses, hexes, and summoning demons. Evil witchcraft right? Wrong. Believe it or not, Wicca is a nature based religion. We don't do curses or anything. That's just silly. We don't believe in hell and the rule of three (Pretty much Karma) states that what ever you do comes back on you three-fold. So if we do a curse or anything, it comes back on us three times worse. Wicca ISN'T evil. I know that. It's ignorant, closed-minded people that don't.

The Anti-Pagan movement includes Cristo-Pagans as well. They cross Christianity and Paganism. I was talking to Ryuzaki again when the militia showed up for my mom and I.
-G2g, bbl maybe. Militia's here for Wiccans. Might get taken. If I don't come back I want you to know I love you. I'll probably be in the TX Pagan camp.-

By the time I finished typing that message, the militia was in my room waiting for me. I grabbed my jacket with my iPod in it and a journal and left.

The car ride was horrible. The roads were bumpy, it was cold, and we were crammed into the bed of a truck with about 15 other people. Like I thought, we were put in the Texas Pagan Camp. I was put in a room with my friend Bhri. A miracle. She said she saw Micheal and BB watching her and her family being taken away. I was jealous of her for getting to see him, even if it was only a few seconds and a glimpse from a distance.
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We spent some time catching up, then we were called for role call. I hid my journal and iPod and left with Bhri. We were also given a number. It was on our clothes and tattooed onto our arm.

That's when I saw him. My ex. The one who'd faked his death. He ran over and hugged me when he saw me. "Kate!"
"C-christian..?" I was surprised to see him there. He wasn't Pagan and I thought he'd moved to Canada. "What are you doing here? You're not pagan."
"I converted."
"I see..."

After that, we were separated, a solider named Martin who I'd met online before the movement separated us. He was an immigrant from Sweden.

Kokoro no Kagami

Kokoro no Kagami is one of my two role play groups. It's been running for about a year now and it's got 20 members. There are three mods (Me, Bhri/Envy, and Stormy) and there's not much plot. Eh.. To join you need to sign up for chatzy.com or use a facebook account to login to it. The group has more rules than Kokoro no Kagami (Which has been closed), and you've got three chances to stay in the group. However, if there's a racist or prejudiced type comment from you, you will be banned on the first offence. The group has too many gays and pagans and other people who are put down for those reasons for that to be taken lightly.

The group generally goes pretty smoothly and everyone is pretty easy to get along with. No one is banned without a good reason. The main page is on facebook, and members aren't usually allowed to invite people without a mod meeting them first. However, in order to reach our goal of 40 members by April 8th, 2012, this rule has been repealed. We hope to double our member count every year, in order to do that, each member needs to bring in at least one new person. It isn't required though.

If you've got any questions, please leave a comment or pm me. :D

P.S. The group now has a blog! Check it out! :D http://kokoronokagami.blogspot.com/

Bleach RP Sample

RP sample from my rp group xD Just one of many plays we do lol! It's comedy right now~! XDDDD

Tomi: . . .23:25
Ichigo: -looks at her- What? O.o23:25
Tomi: *Probably about to say DAMN YOU for being taller than her xDD*23:25
Ichigo: ((LOL))23:25
Tomi: DAMN YOU! DX YOU'RE TOO TALL! XD23:25
Ichigo: 8XDD*23:25
Ichigo: xDD23:26
Ichigo: So.. Toshiro is shorter then me to XD23:26
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: >.>23:26
Tomi: AND I'M SHORTER THAN HIM! XDX23:26
Tomi: >.>23:26
Tomi: FUCK I AM AREN'T I XDX23:26
Tomi: .____.23:26
Tomi: *sits in a chair*23:26
Ichigo: Yes XD23:26
Tomi: I feel small now... xD23:26
Tomi: SHUT UP ICHIGO! *throws a shoe at him XDDD*23:26
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: I know, Tomi, I know. XD23:27
Ichigo: -ducks-23:27
Tomi: Wha? XD23:27
Tomi: Gr! XD23:27
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: I'm short to23:27
Tomi: *laughs* ^^23:27
Tomi: Yes you are XD23:27
Tomi: It's cute XDDDD23:27
Ichigo: HA! HE ADMITS IT!23:27
Tomi: YESH! >:323:27
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: XDD >.>..23:27
Tomi: *giggles and hugs Toshiro*23:27
Tomi: D'awwww x323:27
Ichigo: -laughs- Short people. XD23:28
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: >.> .. -glares-23:28
Tomi: SHUT UP! *throws another shoe* D<23:28
Tomi: xDDD23:28
Ichigo: -dodges-23:28
Tomi: GIANT! XD23:28
Tomi: I BET YOUR FEET ARE BIGGER THAN MY HEAD! XDD23:28
Tomi: Shit.. .___.23:28
Ichigo: >.> .. -glares back- What is up with you and shoes...?23:28
Tomi: They probably are DDDDX I FEEL LIKE A DWARF23:28
Tomi: ...23:28
Tomi: IDK! XD23:28
Ichigo: Lol yes they are XD23:28
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -laughs- God I love you Tomi XD23:29
Tomi: *laughs* I love you too Toshiro xD23:29
Tomi: >.>23:29
Ichigo: >.> .. -sulks ALITTLE-23:29
Tomi: YOU AREN'T HELPING ICHIGO XD23:29
Tomi: >.>23:29
Tomi: <.<23:29
Ichigo: XDD23:29
Tomi: *throws Toshiro's shoe at Ichigo* XDDDDDDDDDdd23:29
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -smiles and pets Tomi XD-23:29
Tomi: I LUZ SHOEZ~!23:30
Tomi: xDD23:30
Ichigo: -ducks-23:30
Tomi: *purrs*23:30
Tomi: XDDDDD23:30
Tomi: ((*LOLING*))23:30
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: I knwo you do Tomi~23:30
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: ((-same XD-))23:30
Tomi: ((*trying not to let the chair move cause she's supposed to be in bed*))23:30
Ichigo: ((XDD))23:30
Tomi: ((*Er.. in chair XDD* XDDD *sleeps in a chair, not in a bed, if I sleep in my bed I wont get up at my alarm* XDD))23:30
Tomi: *laughs*23:30
Tomi: Oi Nii-san :D23:30
Ichigo: Yeah?23:31
Tomi: Commere Xd23:31
Tomi: *XD23:31
Ichigo: -goes over- What..?23:31
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -grabs a glass of milk XD-23:31
Tomi: xDD23:31
Tomi: *tackles Ichigo XD*23:31
Tomi: RAWR XD23:32
Ichigo: SHIT!23:32
Tomi: *wrestles him to the ground xDD*23:32
Tomi: GRRR XD23:32
Ichigo: AHH!!23:32
Tomi: *Has him tap out XDDDDDD*23:32
Ichigo: -picks her up- I win~23:32
Tomi always beats Ichigo at wrestling XD*23:32
Tomi: DAMN YOU! Dx23:32
Ichigo: -nvm-23:32
Tomi: *bites him XD23:32
Tomi: *23:32
Ichigo: XDDDD23:32
Tomi: *Nvm*23:32
Ichigo: ((-can't stop loling XD-))23:32
Tomi: *Having him tap out XD*23:32
Tomi: >:D23:32
Tomi: HA HAHAHAHAHA I WIIIN XD23:33
Tomi: ((xDDDDD))23:33
Ichigo: Damn you! XDD23:33
Tomi: HA!23:33
Tomi: zD23:33
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: DING DING! Tomi wins! 0raises glass of milk-23:33
Tomi: *XD23:33
Tomi: >.> Yaaaaay~! XD23:33
Ichigo: >.> ..23:33
Tomi: *gets off Ichigo*23:33
Tomi: HA XD23:33
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -smiles-23:33
Tomi: ^.^23:33
Ichigo: -grumbles-23:34
Ichigo: >.> .. Grr Tomi23:34
Tomi: *Laughs* Poor Nii-san.23:34
Tomi: ^.^23:34
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -laughs-23:34
Tomi: You just got PWNED BY A GIRL~! XD23:34
Ichigo: UGH! DX<23:34
Tomi: xD23:34
Tomi: *Laughs*23:34
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -falls over laugh- XDD23:34
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: laughing*23:34
Tomi ish in the 3rd seat in Toshiro's squad or w/e XD23:35
Tomi: >.>23:35
Tomi: *laughs and tickles Toshiro xD*23:35
Ichigo: -sticks tongue at her XD-23:35
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: AH TOMI! XDD23:35
Tomi: *laughs*23:35
Tomi: ^^23:35
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -laughs harder-23:35
Tomi: Ah shit .__.23:35
Tomi: *Nvm*23:35
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: What?23:35
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -nvm-23:35
Ichigo: -yawns slightly-23:35
Tomi: *laughs and licks from his jaw bone to his temple XD*23:35
Tomi: HA!!!23:36
Tomi: *runs XD*23:36
Tomi: *laughing xD*23:36
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: O.O -chases her- I'M GOING TO GET YOU~!23:36
Tomi: ARE NOT~!23:36
Tomi: *is on Ichigo's shoulders XD*23:36
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: DAMN YOU! DX< XD23:36
Ichigo: O.o ..23:36
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -trys to reach her-23:37
Tomi: *laughs*23:37
Tomi: Ha!23:37
Ichigo: =.=**23:37
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: Grr23:37
Ichigo: -puts Tomi down-23:37
Ichigo: There ^^23:37
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -catches her- >=323:37
Tomi: DAMN YOU! *Caught by Toshiro*23:37
Tomi: I HATE YOU NII-SAN!!! IMMA GET YOU!!! XD23:38
Ichigo: No you're not!23:38
Tomi: *Dragged off into rape closet b y Toshiro XD*23:38
Tomi: XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD23:38
Tomi: ARE TOO!!23:38
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: *O.O*23:38
Tomi: *Jk xD*23:38
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: *xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD*23:38
Ichigo: Nope!!23:39
Tomi: ((*Pming a possible new member* :D ))23:39
Tomi: YES! XD23:39
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: ((LOL))23:39
Ichigo: NEVER!23:39
Tomi: YESHAR!!1 XD23:39
Ichigo: NOOOOPE!!23:39
Tomi: *looks at Toshiro innocently* Yessir? XD23:39
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: Behave XD23:40
Tomi: *says "Yessir" in the soul society usually XD To make it seem more like he's like.. the captain and such xD*23:40
Tomi: Darn it!23:40
Tomi: xD23:40
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: -smiles-23:40
Tomi: You too! XDDDD Don't be a naughty boy~! XDDDD23:40
Ichigo: -laughs then thinks about Grimmy- ... ._.23:40
Tomi: *laughing xD*23:40
Tomi: -XD-23:40
Tomi: >.>23:40
Toshiro Hitsugaya.: Fine fine XD23:40
Tomi: OI23:40
Ichigo: Hm?23:40
Tomi: *throws Toshiro's other shoe at Ichigo XD*23:40
Tomi: BEHAVE! XD

Tornados

Ok dudes I might dissapear. We've got tornado sirens going off and just got a call saying we should immediately take cover or something. So yeah I might be getting a tornado or two soon, sorry if I vanishs for idk how long.

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I found out today that a good friend of mine died.. He was in a hit and run accident, except it was on purpose... I might not be on for a while.. and if I am then idk how long I WILL be on... Or I might just have a few days with no reply or something... Anyways... Yeah..