I was looking at my paycheck stub tonight for the check I will be getting Friday. I've missed so much work this year, I'm on track to literally make $10,000 less than last year. O_O I guess I should get my ass in to work more often. Damn you mental illness!
I've always been a follower... That's a lie, but whatever. A lot of new people have become more aware of me recently, so if you get facts you already know, then too bad.
1. I dislike my full name. There's nothing wrong with it, I just prefer Molly. Besides, I like to think that it being unknown is the source of my Super Powers.
2. I am a terrible speller and typist. It's a deadly combination.
3. I am still technically married, but we have been separated for almost 2 years now.
4. My main vice these days is Dr. Pepper
5. I was a really bad kid
6. I try and help people learn from my mistakes so they can avoid their own.
7. I have 2 dogs, one of which evidentally weighs 30 pounds more than Indi.
8. I have forgotten the proper uses of commas and often leave them out because I'm unsure of where they belong.
9. I eat Mexican food at least twice a week. It's not a plan or on purpose, I just like it.
10. I grew up on a farm in a really small town.
11. I have a brother who is a Benedictine Monk and he is going to Seminary to become a priest this fall.
12. I am a gun owner.
13. I am registered Unaffiliated for my political party. I have liberal leaning, but that down't line me up with the Democrats often enough to register as one. I vote by issue, not by party.
14. I LOVE politics. I'm kind of a junkie. I hate pundits though.
15. I have a lot of opinions and I cannot help but share them.
16. I was captain of my high school debate team.
17. I have really low self esteem, but I cover it by being overly confident.
18. I hate exercise. I have heard that once you get a routine, your day isn't complete without it. I worked out consistanly at least 3 times a week with a friend doing varied workout for 8 months. I hated it then, I hated it now.
19. Mountains >> Beaches
20. Even if I won the lottery, I would still have some kind of job. Sure, a no responsibility, no pressure job, but a job nonetheless.
21. I dropped out of college due to a lack of direction.
22. I still have said lack of direction
23. I have never been east of Chicago.
24. I am a very jealous person.
25. I love to cook in general. I hate cooking for 1 person.
26. I love the smell of laundry right out of the dryer. Sometimes I spread it out on my couch and lay on it.
27. I being in or starting a good fist fight. It's a wonder I still have all my teeth.
Have I mentioned that I hate required titles?
I am bound and determined that today is going to be an awesome day! I am not going to get freaked out, or have an anxiety attack, and customers are not going to murder my soul. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I'm the best at emo.
It's supposed to rain today, and I am in love with it.
My new goal is to exercise in some way shape or form when I get home from work. Walking the dogs, 15-20 minutes on the bike. Use my stinkin' bowflex for gods sake.
The phone I ordered that I can't afford will be here tomorrow. I'm excited and I hope I don't hate it. It'll be touch screen, bah!
I'm on my lunch break and work, and I'm to furious to be hungry. It's just another ridiculous day of enduring. Enduring what? Endurng the stupidity of people calling in high to troubleshoot their phones. People too stupid to work the phone they had to have because it's the coolest thing out there. People who lose their phone and what to whine because their phone ompany wont replace it free. If my laptop gets stolen, is Cox going to give me a free one so I can use the internet? fuck no, and fuck you. I've been at work for 4 hours, and half of that time, LITERALLY HALF of that time was taken up by 3 fucking phone calls. My average call time is 330 seconds. That's right, most people off the phone in less than 6 minutes. I want to curl into a ball and hate things, but I'm only halfway done. I want to claim migraine and go home, but then I won't have enough time off for blair's wedding. I guess I'll just be a grown up and suck it up.
A few weeks ago I had put some red in my hair, and I decided tonight that I hate it and dyed it back to black. My hair is close enough to black that You can only tell when I have roots grow out in the sunlight. For years I have dyed my hair without gloves, afterward washing my hands with Softscrub and it's fine. Today, that's a no go. My hands are still purple. -__- In the last year, I have found 3 grey hairs. Somehow I'm fine with that, but I'm having fun naming them. The first I named after the exhusband, the second after my job. The third I just kind of name, "well, shit..." elipses and all.
I have been contentedly lazy lately. I took a mini vacation this week. My real vacation is later this month, heading out to Colorado for a couple of days. I'm excited, but I have to leave the dogs at home. :( Jordan is going to watch them, but I wanted to take them.
I might burn down my house rather than buy it. The whole thing is so complicated. My brother owns the house and I've been renting it from them. They have a special needs daughter, and get SSI and the equity in the house is going to cost them the disability money for their daughter. Selling the house to me is proving difficult though because getting the money from the sale is problematic for their benefits as well. X_X I need a storage unit to put my stuff in while my house burns to ashes.