Well, here I am. People who know me love me whether they like it or not. It's a burden since I dislike most people. You can find My actual Life HERE. I have many fandoms, and many likes but I have yet to find passion in a past time. You are welcome as long as you behave.
I figure as long as STAN can live here, I can too. Here's round two.
Its gorgeous outside, and I'm at work. Feel my pain, world! I don't feel like being a grown up. I want to sit on my couch like a potato and watch DVDs or play with my dogs. Frank is not fun and just wants me to work.
Someone had a fanta today at work and that made me get the jingle stuck in my head.
I'm at work and bored enough to post, but too distracted to really post. Someone help me pick lotto numbers!
Alright, besides the fact that I love to sing, and I miss it to an extent that I cannot communicate, GLEE is an amazing show. It's well written and the characters are developing to a depth rarely cared for on TV. I have to say, even with the snark of Sue Sylvester Quinn is turning out to be my favorite character. The growth as a person her character has exhibited is lovely. She's still a bitch, but she has a heart the writers show us at times that are darkest for those around her. Isn't that when it's important to have a heart? She came to the rescue of the Glee Club's yearbook picture last season, and she took Mercedes under her wing in Tuesday's episode.
I have to say that the thing that really made me have a love for Quinn is the episode in which Finn comes to her house for dinner. When her father finds out that she is pregnant and says terrible things to her before kicking her out of his house,it gave me such an appreciation for my own parents. When I was pregnant I was not in high school and I had a job but I was not married. They were amazingly supportive and never turned away from me or pressured me toward any decision at all.
Other that Quinn, Emma is probably my favorite character. She is strong while being subdued. Her character quirks are really annoying, but I still like her. That was cemented in first season's last episode when she would not date Will, saying basically that she wouldn't be the rebound.
I really love this show, and it turns me into a babling fangirl. What? I'm not ashamed. Lea Michelle is incredible, but I do feel they under utilize many of their bit players. I want to see more of Harry Shum... oh yes oh yes. God, give they boy some lines. I'm glad that on the episode last week they addressed that no one else ever gets solos and that it seems to be getting remedied. I wish they would let Puck shave his mohawk. They guy who plays him is my age and hates it. it's not character defining, I don't care what anyone else says.
Yes, I am making this post completely about a TV show. I like it that much. So there.
I'm in the midst of watching Baccano! again. I really like it. Isaac and Miria make me laugh, and they somehow make me feel better. I also find the philosophies of Graham Spector and Claire Stanfield to be rather interesting and frighteningly logical. I have never had the urge to be immortal like the people in this and many other shows. I think it would be incredibly lonely and sad.
It's been raining a lot lately. I love it. My back yard looks like a forest because I can't mow in the rain, but rain makes it grow.
I need to go grocery shopping... I am out of rice and bread. I have lots of stuff for sandwiches, but no bread!
I feel so weird today, disconnected from myself. Maybe removed. I don't like it. I have a weird feeling. I think I'm probably just PMSing. I feel awful.
I want to just word vomit, but I can't bring myself to do it... I will admit that I find myself to be self absorbed and hatemyself for it.
Second fiddle? Fuck, I didn't even make it into the orchestra.
I'm feeling much better tonight than I have in a while. I was in such a good mood tonight I called my parents for no reason. I just needed to tell someone I could actually get out of bed and I made it through a whole day of work. I'm lame, its okay. I literally work 4 days out of the last 2 and a half weeks.
So, someone close to Jordan past away last week. She helped me personally when I was seeking an ear about jordan leaving. My poor Jordan is just devastated. There's nothing I can do for him, but I want to reach out to him. The least and the most I can do I offer to be there for him.
The charger for my laptop bit it this week. Working almost no time recently buying a new charger is a bit of a strain.
Life is being a bitch.
