Well, here I am. People who know me love me whether they like it or not. It's a burden since I dislike most people. You can find My actual Life HERE. I have many fandoms, and many likes but I have yet to find passion in a past time. You are welcome as long as you behave.
I figure as long as STAN can live here, I can too. Here's round two.
Love is like sneezing. You are seized with a compelling, almost irresistible urge, and it hurts to hold back and ultimately you lose THAT battle. Once you either give in or are swept away you are sent one a wild, uncontrolled ride that can seem to last forever or only a second. You might even wet yourself a little. (Come on, admit it. It's happened to everyone.) Both sometimes force you to keep eyes closed and both prove dangerous while driving.
Then, once the fit is over, sure there's a little relief, but man can you miss that ride.
Hanging out in KC with Heero. He goes home in the morning. It's been a fun visit, but he is anti pictures, so I will have to rely on my memory. BOO.
I'm really tired, but I don't wanna sleep. It's only a quarter after 12... We were incredible lazy today, and it was awesome. We went to the bookstore, and that's about it. Then we drovew to KC, which is a 4 hour drive... better than at 7 AM...
I don't have much else to talk about today. My knee is hurting and I've been putting on a lot of weight... BOO
I am an emotional cripple. At least I was, and now I am crippled emotionally. Life is sucking the will to pursue it right from my body and I just want to lie down in a grassy meadow and never get back up. Luckily for all of you, the world no longer has grassy meadows, so I am destined to be around, having life exist around me for quite some time.
Alright, so I'm a little emo... It happens from time to time and I just kind of let it out and move on. Goddammit, the more he gets over us, the less I am over him. I hate that I love him, and I just wish that I had never met him. I really think that I would give up all the happiness and fun that we had together to not feel like this now.
It's been 8 fucking months since he left. Guess who has found themselves incapable of moving on. Go on, guess... If you guessed Molly, you are correct, my friend!
So, Heero is here, and I think we're having a good time, but he's hard to read. I hope I'm not annoying the hell out of him. He's a simple guest, and he seems content with everything, but he's so complacent. I just want him to be having fun, dammit.
We went to the zoo today, and there were kids everywhere!little fuckers... but we still had fun. I got suntanned.... maybe a little burned...
Alright, so I'm super excited because heero will be here friday. I'm getting a visitor, and because I'm so excited, God is raining on my parade. First, the clutch on my car went out, so I have my mom's car. tried to start it today, and nothing. What the fuck, right? I've got Jordan's car for the next day or so. God, I'm glad we're still on good terms and he is happy to help me out. My internet went out for like 4 days, but it's fixed now. BAD KHARMA!
I cut back on some hours at work for a bit, and I have been cleaning my house like a MoFo. It rained a ridiculous amount this week. So far a little over 6 inches. We are in a flash flood watch. I live in a low lying area of town that floods, and sometimes I'm really glad I don't have a basement. of course, I'm less glad when tornadoes are about....
I am hating on my job recently. that's all I say about that.
My mom got a job, which is awesome. Once she got a job, the job she had wanted called to interview her... Damn timing is a Bitch!
I have a huge pimple, and that makes me angry. I'm almost 30, I shouldnt get giant pimples anymore.
I'm glad to see Flint hanging around again.
I've been watching Holic and Ghost Hunt recently, both of which I find highly enjoyable.
Alright, so Friday was an awesome day, and now I'm gonna tell you about it, so there. It's kind of like gloating, but really, it's just for the record...
I was ridiculously productive. I paid my rent, I paid all my bills and I filed my federal taxes and I'm getting a hefty refund. It's nice. While Jordn and I were married, we filed jointly and to avoid having to PAY in I have an extra $40 taken out of each check. My e-file says I should have it around the 24th, which would be amazing.
So I got all that stuff done, and I watched "Slumdog Millionaire" which was really great, and I'm mad that I didn't see it in the theatre. While I was watching that, my buddy called and asked if I wanted to grab a beer on a patio somewhere because the weather was so glorious. I took her to The Shamrock, one of my favorite bars. She had never been there, and she really liked it as a bar as well. It's just this nice little hole in the wall dive-y bar, but the people are all cool. While we were there, this older couple invited us to sit at their table. Just nice people...
Sadly we could not sit with them because we were going to take full advantage of the weather and go to the university baseball game. It was kind of a spur of the moment decision. So we went across town, and got an AWESOME parking space. Then as we were waiting to get to the gate to buy tickets, some dude asked if we had tickets, and when we said no, he just handed us a couple of tickets. CRAZY.
The game was fun, but after that we went to a friend of our's home and just hung out until late. I'm a little hung over tonight, but damn, I haven't had a great day like that for a long time.
In other thoughts, I read that Zach Effron was in talks to play Sosuke Sagara, and first I was appalled, and then I thought about it, and it makes a lot of sense...
