Well, here I am. People who know me love me whether they like it or not. It's a burden since I dislike most people. You can find My actual Life HERE. I have many fandoms, and many likes but I have yet to find passion in a past time. You are welcome as long as you behave.

I figure as long as STAN can live here, I can too. Here's round two.

THE GREATEST THING EVER

THE SECOND GREATEST THING EVER

Fictitious things

I'm a slacker.

I dislike the Title Nazi
FOR OUR AMUSEMENT!!
I have been away for a bit, but I have been ridiculously busy. I am going to Vegas next Thursday and it will be amazing. My sister and Blair and I made this trip and then it turns out that a couple of my other friends will be there during that time as well. AMAZING.

I am doing really well. I stopped being a sad sack of shit. I don't know. I'm not over it, but I'm over not being over it. I watched The Meloncholy of Haruhi Suzumia. It was amazing, and I watched Mushi-Shi, also awesome.

I went to my cousin's wedding last week, and I had a really good time. I didn't expect to at all, so it was a pleasant surprise.

The check engine light is on in my car. Someone fix it cause I don't have time o motivation.

I miss being active and chatting.

My work schedule changes to Sunday through Thursday 1:15 to 10 at the end of february.

Jordan is having a rough time suddenly. Since it's not my ordeal, I wont give details, but prayers to the deity of your choice would be appreciated.

Much love!
Molls
*smooch*

I do not long to dream

I thought of ten thousand things to write about today, and when I finally decided to write, I can't think of any of them.

I have lost my appetite these last few days. I don't know if I'm coming down with something or what. I look at food and it just sits there. I don't get it and I think I'm hungry!

I still am completely disoriented in the world lately. I've been running around like a madman these days, trying to work some overtime and be more social and just try and get back into being a person.

I've been having a lot of body pain lately. I really need an alignment ajustment. Either that or I might just go into traction... Might be fun.

Car is in the shop, just getting a little work. Suspension check, alignment. You know, minor stuff.

OH! is it not just weird what you think of just sitting around? I was watching the original "Invasion of the Body Snatchers" the other day. It's incredible, by the way. But there is a guy in the movie who plays a bit part in Singin' in the Rain. I know this matters to almost no one but me, but it randomly hit me and I felt the need to share. Shin will probably care.

Molly's random, scattered, unorganized thought of Le Chevalier d'Eon
It's nice to watch a bastardization of history that is not in real time. Oh, wait, too much. But really, it you don't care about historical facts it's great. I had to watch the last disc twice, just to make sure I got it in the end. It's very cryptic, and it's slow to reveal itself. It holds onto you. I am pretty sure I like it a lot, but I don't know for sure.

I do love the commentaries, though. They are very profane. I LIKE IT.

It has been a ridiculously mild winter. I miss the cold!

Ah- Choo!

I'm getting a ridiculous cold, and I went home today to sleep and try and avoid getting ACTUALLY sick. I have to work saturday morning now though... It's a trade-off, I guess. I've been working some overtime lately too, so the next paycheck should be pretty sweet.

I'm watching Le Chevalier D'Eon. I'm not overly impressed with some of the animation, but there is a lot of plot, so I'm enjoying it, and definitely check out the commentary tracks, they are kind of fun.

I have no idea what has been going on, I have not been paying any attention. I have just been going through motions day after day. Anyway, I think that I am doing much better besides that. I don't know, I just decided that I should be less mopey.

I'm hungry today, and a lot lately. don't know why, but I am... Stupid hungry.

Lions and Tigers and Bears, Oh My!

Alright, so I had a really good week for a change. For the weekend after Christmas, I went to the Monastery and hung out with my family. if you haven't ever noticed, my family is freakishly functional and we get along ridiculously well. So, the weekned went really well, minus the loss of my voice. It iced and snowed and then was 50 degrees the next day.

My Birthday was Sunday, and I had a great time doing nothing. I drove home from the Abbey for most of it, with a stop at Becky's house for some pizza, which is always fun. When I got home Jordan was here because he stayed here while I was away to take care of my dogs, and we watched the end of the Denver game on TV.

Matt was here from New York for the holidays. We hung out last night and this morning. I love that kid, and he cares how I am, which is nice.

Work is work, and we'll leave it at that. This is the happy post after all.

I finally reset up my wireless, and can now hang out on my couch to be online... I am very excited, since I hate the chair at my computer desk

God is indeed good, he allowed the invention of painkillers

Alright, now my pain is manageable due to me taking a hydrocodone.

I have been enormously busy, but I am not sure doing what. I alway think to myself, "I need to post about that," then I run out of time or forget. Life has been hectic, I'm sure you all are having a time as well. It's Holiday time, after all.

Funny stuff: at work they told us we were free to decorate for the holidays, and, in the spirit of tolerance and acceptance, we could put up decorations for whatever holiday we wanted. I put up Father's day decorations. I love it being too literal. It's annoying and entertaining.

Alright, so what's really been going on? *thinks, thinks, thinks.....* So, last month, I got sent home from work with a stern suggestion that I take a mental health leave. Damn, life is rough sometimes. I listened to the suggestion and showed back up the next day. I need to save up my time off. Why?? I'm going to Vegas with my sister and my friend in February. Meet us there, it'll be a hoot! I've never been, Sister loves to go and Friend is stressed out, so I declared that we are going. I also declare it will be fun!

In the spirit of Declaration, I declare that being sickish sucks! beside having this infection in my tooth and throat, I also am getting the cold type crap! BOO! coughing super sucks due to the pain from my infection! I dislike the whole thing.

More dental visits in the morning. So fun. Hopefully they will figure out the cause and fix me and make me stop wishing I were dead rather than having teeth.

I am super excited to see my family around Christmas time, and the fact that it will actually be on my birthday is exciting to me for some reason... Jordan will be out of town for New Years... It's the first New years I have not spent with him in 8 years. It's the anniversary of when we started dating exclusively. I have no idea what I'll be doing for New Years. There's plenty of time to figure out something.

I got a zombie calendar for 2009. I'm totally stoked! One day there will be zombie penguins, and I will die of too much awesome! OMG, someone draw me a zombie penguin picture for Christmas! That is suddenly the only thing I want.