Well, here I am. People who know me love me whether they like it or not. It's a burden since I dislike most people. You can find My actual Life HERE. I have many fandoms, and many likes but I have yet to find passion in a past time. You are welcome as long as you behave.
I figure as long as STAN can live here, I can too. Here's round two.
This girl gave me a GLORIOUS start to the day today. I love her for this video. Many of you know I'm a fat girl. I've learned to live with that after 30 years. I have trouble with some things sometimes she mentions at the beginning of the video. I don't hate myself or even my body in any way. I'm uncomfortable with it at times, but I don't hate it. I do have trouble from time to time thinking I'm worthy of love and it takes me a while to admit that someone might love me.
It's a weird truth, I know I'm awesome but I shy away from genuine affection. It's something I struggle with and becomes an annoyance to myself and....others. There's only so much patience a girl can ask for.
She's so right, though. "Fat" is not an insult itself. It's just a state of being, a physical attribute like my hazel eyes or my awesome boobs and I have those thanks to my fat. What is insulting is the connotations people assign to "fat." Listen to her, She's smart, passionate and articulate.
Hey! Who remembers that post I did about wanting a new avi?? I do. I don't make things. The only good looking thing I ever made was a kid. Speaking if which, he'll be 7 next month. I got a few avatars, which were great, but in not sure they are great enough to replace the robots. the robots need retirement. Help them.
On an unrelated note, Francisco should be home Friday if FedEx is to be believed.
It seems that I won't be getting my laptop until like Tuesday next week. Bah! I miss you, Francisco!
Also, lite is a funny , but my sense of humor clashes with life's. Is a jokester, or a bully. One or the other. Being me is still better than being false though.
new AC unit is going in tomorrow.
My poor phone is over worked now that Francisco got shipped off. I miss my laptop.
I took my boy dogs for a walk tonight... They tried tearing my left arm off. About halfway through I got a text from my college roommate that she was in town for the night. Is been 2 years since I've seen her so I went to meet her at the McDonalds play place... I was there for about 2 hours. I now have a headache but I had a good time. She's kind of a wonder woman. 4 kids under 10 years old and she's a great mom. but there were some other families there with less than awesome kids.
I took a half day today. I didn't get any of the stuff I meant to done except dog walking and the trip to the bank. Not the laundry, not the reading, blah blah blah. Wtf did I do with the afternoon? I was supposed to get pedis with Lacy, but she bailed. I ushered on the phone for a while, which was pleasant. I took the dogs for a walk and then out... God, I have a head ache
Francisco is out of . That's my laptop. it'll be like a week. ;-;
