I'm in a shitty mood, and it's overshadowing everything. It's amazing how my mood turns on a dime. One thing that was stupid on my part that happened hours ago didnt bother me then, and it does bother me now. It was rather Kansasy and tornado-y today, and I was actually going to ask Jordan to run by the house and check on the dogs since I was stuck at work. Well, I called him, and he was with a bunch of people, so I said I was just making sure he was alright and didn't bother to ask him to check on the dogs.

The fact that he's cheering up and enjoying his life is good, and on one hand, I'm really glad. On the other, it makes me overly reflective which is stupid. I wonder if I was the one that caused him to be so miserable for so long and if I, despite my best efforts, held him back and... BAH! STOPPIT NOW!

That's all there is about that. I'm hungry

I worked today. and that was glorious in the fact that I was able to do it. Yay being employed and feeling able to do my shit.

It's 11 pm and I'm exhausted.

Who turned back time, because I'm in the mood to write angsty poetry.