*sigh*

I am in a mood. I depend too much on other people to cheer me up, cheer me on or motivate me. The fact that I am this greatly effected by the unthinking actions of a single person means a few things. 1) I'm much more open to people than I ever wanted to be. 2) I have no self esteem. All my esteem come from others and I need to grow the fuck up and stop being whiny.

I think that today I can out EMO any EMO kid.

I think I'm really just put out because while I rarely have something of import to say, when there is something I want to share, there's really a minimal amount of people I will turn to share it with. In trying to broaden that circle a bit, I was inadvertently shut down. There was no malice and nothing wrong. but it just kind of hurt my feelings. It was a Blair moment, but not with Blair. I had not been prepared for it.