My moods are changing at breakneck speeds lately. On minutes I'm up then down the hungry then doing the hokey pokey. I don't like it.

Anyway... My self esteem is fairly shot from the job search. I suppose I'm grateful to have a job. whatever. I think I'm going to take out a shit load of student loans and get like 5 useless degrees. That way I'm overqualified for all kinds of stuff and still be miserable and in MOAR debt.

Gah, I hate when I'm like this. I just look for things to focus my EMO anger on.

I have come to the realization that it's good I'm not dating now since my self worth is being pummeled by the job hunt.

I'm getting my puppy soooooooooon and that makes me both worried and happy. Everything makes me worried these days though.

I'm all kinds of rambley tonight and we aren't even scratching the surface. I feel all twitchy like a crackhead tonight...