I am drinking beer at noon on tuesday...
Okay, not quite, but the wine is all gone, and I'm not sure when that happened. Oh well.
One of my dogs tried to run away. She came home the next day. It was a short lived escape. I guess she missed me. I'm very missable. Maybe the dog should talk to my husband, although we are still talking almost daily, random or not. I had a thought that maybe we're just good at dating and not good at being married. who knows? definitely not me...
I fucking joined facebook cause I was bored. That's the danger of leaving me alone. If you're on facebook, you might look me up, or not. It might be better than myspace, I don't know yet.
I'm not doing a lot lately. I went out with Amy, and I'm glad I did. I have wonderful friends, and I'm so grateful to everyone for being so supportive and loving to me in my emo-ness and personal melt down. That's right, I'm making fun of myself for being emo. My cousin, Kim, said I was being dumb and I'm allowed to mourn, and it's actually good for me, but I still feel silly. I'm no longer breaking out into random bouts of sobbing and anger, just my normal anger...
I realize many people are worried about me, and I love you for it, and I'm sorry to cause trouble. Yes, it's a hard time for me, but I don't want to be a cause of worry. So, don't worry, but I'm always ready to accept pity.*insert stupid winky face here* Really though, to know you're worried make me feel loved, but I know you love me without the worry. *smooch*
I DON'T HAVE TO WORK MONDAY, that is exciting... I don't know what I'll do, but it will be spectacular!
