I am an emotional cripple. At least I was, and now I am crippled emotionally. Life is sucking the will to pursue it right from my body and I just want to lie down in a grassy meadow and never get back up. Luckily for all of you, the world no longer has grassy meadows, so I am destined to be around, having life exist around me for quite some time.

Alright, so I'm a little emo... It happens from time to time and I just kind of let it out and move on. Goddammit, the more he gets over us, the less I am over him. I hate that I love him, and I just wish that I had never met him. I really think that I would give up all the happiness and fun that we had together to not feel like this now.

It's been 8 fucking months since he left. Guess who has found themselves incapable of moving on. Go on, guess... If you guessed Molly, you are correct, my friend!

So, Heero is here, and I think we're having a good time, but he's hard to read. I hope I'm not annoying the hell out of him. He's a simple guest, and he seems content with everything, but he's so complacent. I just want him to be having fun, dammit.

We went to the zoo today, and there were kids everywhere!little fuckers... but we still had fun. I got suntanned.... maybe a little burned...