well... remeber wen i said that my heart iz in houston???
well i think thatz comin 2 an end. she iz mad at me and i think that it kinda my fault. she gave me tha choice of either comin 2 houston wit hur or stay here and end our relationship.
i love that gurl 2 death but i dont kno if im ready 2 leave chicago. pluz i mite b havin my own clothin line comin out soon (write 2 destroy iz tha name of tha line) and i would have 2 b in chicago 4 that. so either i pursue my clothin line and break up or i b wit hur and b broker than hell it self.
im lost az hell rite now and i have every1 and their grandma call, textin me, tellin me 2 do different shyt and they dont even kno tha past between uz. i been thru so much wit hur and she makez up a big part of my life 2 tha point that i need 2 talk 2 hur everydai 2 function. but she on tha verge of endin it. so now all tha weight of thiz relationship iz on my shoulderz 2 make a decision.
i had my future planned wit hur but if she decided 2 skate then i have nothin else 2 do.
WTF!!! i feel like cryin and if any of yall kno me, by me sayin that i feel like cryin it must be serious....
i dunno, i dont care no more, im depressed, fuck it
*slumpz off into tha shadowz*
+Styer+
~i dont like bein alone, i make myself nervous cuz im with only myself...~
