well becuz of the stress level i have been under, i have suspended graffiti shogunz 4 a moment atleast until i get my head bak 2gether.

i wanna thank lunastarz and supersayianjounin(hope i spelled it rite) 4 bein there and of coarse dark desires 4 knowin wat 2 say 2 make thingz a lil bettah. thank u ladyz.

i talked 2 houston and shyt still havent gotten any better. i feel like i should end thiz and move on and hurt 4 tha moment but i cant jus turn my bak on hur, she meanz 2 much 2 me... i feel like everythin i worked so hard 4 and wanted iz bein flushed down a supah toliet and im standin on tha seat watchin it swirl away....

people keep tellin me that im 2 young 2 b stressin like thiz ovah a gurl but i nevah been tha type 2 not give 100% in any relationship i establish.

so now i sit here shyt faced, drunk or in tha process of gettin there so i can numb my senses enuff 2 not feel tha pain that tha world iz injectin me wit.

that grand question 4 tha day iz: does it even matter anymore????