where does depression hurts??? everywhere

ello my otaku groupiez

i just thought of that iratating commercial becuz im depressed unfortunately. it seems that im a ceterpiece for dram. its like no matter how hard i try 2 avoid it, it still comez back.

i JUST found out 2day that these females that i use to affiliate myself with was now on sum other shyt. 1 the only reason she kicked it wit me was because she just knew that she was going to fuck me. nao, in most instances i wouldve been kewl wit that because itz almost like hey, you want me that bad kinda thing but its just everythin we went thru i thought we was better than that. like im sum type of whore or sumthin (stfu brandon) THEN the other 1, (tha 1st 1z best friend) liked me too except she wanted me to stop fuckin wit all females includin Houston and that just wasnt goin to happen. she was mentally unstable, but i liked her becuz she all around kewl people, plus she was a gurl that watched sportz and knew wat she was talkin bout ^_^. THEN Houston didnt want me fuckin wit neither of these "whore" becuz she felt they was on sum other shyt (no shyt rite???) and we was fightin becuz i was defendin them from her and that pissed her off cuz she felt i should sided with her.

but wait, this is tha kicker...

wen i left to come to houston,tx 1 & 2 decided that they was gonna come clean with each other as far as how they felt towardz me (prior to that neither 1 knew bout tha other) and that started a long drawn out thing as far as that goes. NAO im left in tha middle and have to choose sides and "convey" my feelingz for them. i dont wanna say that i dont have feelings for them becuz in some way shape or form (not love of coarse -_-*) i do.... for a various of reason. wtf am i left to do?!?! in this point in time i even doubt taking tha "nevah see 2morrow pill" would even work cuz then #2 would probably try 2 follow suit to be with me.

p.s. 1 & 2 was makin planz to move to houston, tx...despite Houston O_O im fucked, stuck, and shit outta luck. comment NAO!!!

*run into the shadowz*

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