Kyo kun's true form

Then, Kazuma asked if Tohru would be good enough to spare some of her time later on.And she just said,"Okay..." And then, Kazuma took Kyo outside to talk to him, and Kyo explained that if he wanted to talk to him, it would be better to talk inside, because he knew what the weather did to him, but the Kazuma said,"Kyo. You must learn to accept your true form. You can't always just ignore it.You must learn to accept it, like my grandfather did...." but kyo just yelled, " I HAVE excepted it!!!!!", and it started to rain, and the he said,"Why does it matter? My life was ruined the moment i was born with this curse.And you wanna know why?Its cause of that darn rat.Its his fault for ruining everything!!!!" And Kazuma said,"You havn't changed..Is this the way you intend to go on living?For the rest of your days? Ears plugged, eyes closed....hiding....behind your hatred for Yuki? Is that the only way you can justify, shutting yourself off from the world?Is it? What then?You simply wait for death,completely alone? You said before that you hated here.Well i don't believe thats true.You dont hate it. You're just afraid to face what you fear most.You must....but instead, you run away..." And then he grabbbed Kyo's wrist."The air that you said was smotherin' you..you KNOW that it can also heal you.But you wont let it.You wont let anyone see your true self.Your just too afraid of losing what you cant handle losing.Your running away because you're afarid to admit your feelings even to yourself." But then Kyo yelled, "Your wrong!!!" but then Kazuma said,"I am so. I will grasp your hand as you turn so you can run.And though this path may lead you to ruin, i will lead you to its end.Kyo! We will discover whether your life was truly over before it began." And as Tohru appeared, he took off Kyo's black and white beaded bracelet,And kyo began to have visions of his mother lying to him that it was all right that he turned into a beast,and he began to have visions from when Akito was disgusted that he turned into that thing.As Tohru stood there with an expression of surprise on her face,Kyo turned into his true form.He screamed for her not to look at him. He knew that it was all over. But does he really know Tohru? Is it really all over?"Dont look at me!!!" "Dont look at me!" he screamed, as he turned into a beast, as Tohru stood there in astonishment.His bracelet flew through the air."Dont look at me!" Dont look! he screamed over and over. He wondered what he would do if she started to hate him because of what he turned intp without he bracelet. Would she hate him? Would she feel sorry for him, and love him? He didnt know what to do. Then he though just one word:Run. He would run away from her, wondering what would happen.He had just finished transforming, and he was still having the horrible, terrible visions of Akito, disgusted by the beast who was really only a child, Kyo Sohma, with a sad story for his life.The insults. All of the insults, burning inside him, turning him into nobody.Nothing.Tohru suddenly dropped her umbrella.She couldnt move. She didnt know what to do, like Kyo didnt know what to do. All she could do was stand there, and wait. Wait to see what HE would do.Her eyes widened.She couldnt just turn him down. What would she do? A tear came to her eye. Then another.And another.The black and white beaded bracelet fell to the ground.She just stood there. Made a sudden noise."Hnn" "Kyo?" He ran. He didnt stop.He kept yelling;"She saw me!" "She saw me!" "She say me!" "Its over now...its all over...theres no hope..."