hey i'm fullycrazy or you can call me annie i have a site on Myotaku and i'm there more often so check out that site out to. i also have a myspace so if you want that url just pm and i'll give it to you and i have xbox live so just ask for my name on there and i'll give it

the world is going to end

something that nobody thought would happen to me happened. i dont like jaclyn anymore O.o i know its unbelieve able but its true i dont like her anymore i dont even really talk to her anymore. but i do like my other friend Alli but i cant have her there is no way in hell she would like me. Tonight me, Alli, and anthony and other people from work are going to fear farm. fear farm is this place with haunted houses and a corn maze and people chase you around with chainsaws and shit like that its going to be fun i've never been there before so i'm a little scare i'm afraid that i'm not going to be afraid of the people of the chainsaws and i'm not going to move and they are going to cut me up O.o well got to go have a great day guys.

cant sleep

It is 3am right and i've only slept for an hour T.T i haven't been sleeping i mean i sleep just fine during the day i take naps everyday but at night i cant sleep i'm lucky to even get 4 hours of sleep. Right now my stomach is killing me i dont know why and i've taken stuff for it but the pain wont go away >.< well nothing much is going on in my life i'm still fighting depression which isn't going well, i'm nothing to this world i'm just one big mistake.

i wish i could disappear

i just want to live under a rock or something i just want out of this i need a fresh start, move to somewhere i have never been, make new friends all that good stuff in life. but this is my punishment, i'm to stay here and be unhappy. I hope you guys are having better luck with life then I am.

almost there

i just want to kill myself right now i was going to do it last night but i was at kyle's house and nobody would let me leave. but really there are two things holding me back from not doing it. 1) my little brother, i adore my bro i love him so much i want to see him grow up, i want to spoil him, hear about his first day of school i would do anything for that kid. 2) i'm living on hope, hope that i can be happy again hope that all these depression will go away. well its time for school >.<

yeah thats right i'm 18

today is my birthday i dont know if i should be happy about that or not. my parents dont have any money so i dont even know if i am getting anything for my birthday i think just from my grandma because she is a cracker dealer and has all this money. no she isn't a real crack dealer but she has a shit load of money and my mom and me and figure it out we think it has something to do with taxes. But ya jaclyn told me she is making me a paper box and if i dont take it she will be sad/mad so now i have to take it T.T today is going to be a bad day.