That awkward moment when you really want to go on Tumblr but your grandparents are over.
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I mean, on the outside I'm like this:
But on the inside I'm like this:
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[/] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] silk
[x] the ocean
[/] failure
[ ] success
[/] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's dad
[ ] my girlfriend's/boyfriend's mom
[x] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[/] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[/] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[/] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[x] planes
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[/] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[x] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] dead bodies
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
[ ] my girlfriend/boyfriend
[/] public speaking
TOTAL: 23
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 21, you're paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
If you get 0, you're lying
Paranoid......
I'm an extremely nervous person, as anyone in my family will tell you. I'm afraid of A LOT of things.
*sigh*
see??? I'm as terrified as Lavi & Allen about, well, everything.
Little update, I guess, for this neglected world ^^;
On Friday, my cousin Kate and her husband John stopped by our house on their way to visit a wedding. We mostly just swam and ate and stuff, and they slept downstairs in the (finished) basement, so I didn't have to give up my room 
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I hadn't seen Kate since my other cousin's wedding shower, and I hadn't seen John since before that. So yeah, it was fun. Mostly because they're both young and funny and not all crotchety and responsible-like.
They left sometime yesterday, and then, today, Kate's sister Emily (my other cousin) and HER husband are coming down! On the way to their honeymoon!!!
It's a cousin overload :O it's even weirder that they're sisters.
I can't wait to see Emily and Eric(her husband) though, they're both super nice and funny like Emily's sister.
Oh! And since they're (kinda) newlyweds, and they're on the way to their honeymoon, we're gonna make a "Just Married" sign and hang it on their car!!!!
Emily & Eric are only staying for an hour or two, and then we have the rest of the day, and then.....
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh Yeah!!
I tried to go on my profile info and change my birthday to "July 2nd" but it wouldn't let me!!!! It kept changing it to "July 1st"!!!!
So if any of you get Birthday Notifications for me today, i'm sorry. My real birthdays tomorrow :(
.......but It's still coming!!!!
*wild dance of almost-birthday joy*
Stolen from Cat:
Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3:
Tag 10 people
Answer Yes or No.
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list in Facebook ?
no
Q: Been arrested ?
no
Q: Do you like someone?
yes 
Q: Held a snake ?
yes
Q: Been suspended from school ?
no
Q: Sang karaoke ?
yes..?
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do ?
yes >.>
Q: Laughed until you started crying ?
yes
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue ?
no
Q: Kissed in the rain ?
no
Q: Sang in the shower ?
yes
Q: Sat on a roof top ?
yes
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on ?
no
Q: Broken a bone ?
no
Q: Shaved your head ?
no
Q: Played a prank on someone ?
no
Q: Shot a gun ?
no
Q: Donated Blood ?
no
Just be 100% truthful.
LAST PERSON THAT.
1. You hung out with ?
Mom and my sister
2. You texted ?
Kyan
3. You were in a car with ?
Mom and sister
4. Went to the movies with ?
family
5. Person(s) you went to shop with ?
Mom
6. You talked on the phone ?
Kyan
7. Made you laugh ?
Sister
8. You hugged ?
Mom
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?
Moon
2. Winter or Fall ?
Fall
3. Left or Right ?
Right
4. Sunny or rainy ?
Sunny
5. Where do you live ?
New England
6. Club or pub ?
...Club..?
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
Kyan and Caitta :D
8. Do you want to get married ?
yes
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it ?
cut
10. What time is it ?
7:45 AM
11. Are you afraid of commitment ?
Not really, no :3
12. What is your greatest hope / wish ?
Become a published author *looks off into distance*
13. Do you cook ?
ehh...
14. Current mood ?
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IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone ?
No
2. Sang ?
Yes
3. Listened to music ?
Yes
4. Danced?
yes
5. Cried ?
no
6. Liked someone you can't have ?
no
16 FIRSTS
1. Who was your first prom date ?
haven't had it yet
2. Who was your first roommate ?
no roomates yet...
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time ?
....i don't drink, i'm waaaaaaay too young.
4. What was your first car ?
not old enough to legally obtain a license.
5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing ?
i don't think I've ever been to one
6. Who was your first grade teacher ?
Mrs. Swepneski (don't know if that's spelled right..)
7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane ?
Connecticut (i was really little and lived in a different place then I live now :3)
8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time ?
Never have
9. Who was your first Best Friend ?
Kayla S., who I met in Kindergarten ah, memories...
10. Who is your best friend ?
Kyan & Caitta!!
11. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day ?
....my friends???
12. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid ?
My cousin's, flower girl.
13. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning ?
cough.
14. First tattoo or piercing ?
My ears, then the holes closed up.... D:
15. First celebrity crush ?
God I could never remember....
16. First crush ?
Colin M
