the land of Oz

i think i might be going deaf in one ear...

ok so i think i might be going deaf in my left ear. i think it's already partially deaf since it's muffled and it feels like when you blow your nose and your ears pop but then when you swallow they go normal. it's like that constantly. i tried water to clean it incase there was any wax blocking it up but no, i've started walking with my head facing slightly right so it compensates. my balance has been off and i have GOOD balance because i have a small proportioned body (even though i'm fairly tall XD)

but yeah LAT OSS FLYGA!

one good thing

one good thing about the music i listen to on youtube is that i can always find links to another band i like on the side! slipknot<limp bizkit<papa roach<linkin park<evanescence<slipknot

thoug for other stuff i have to type in one thing to get to others
aph multilanguage<aph usmochiUK ievan polkka<ievan polkka<russian ievan polkka<basshunter remix<BASSHUNTER!

alone

so lately i've been feeling...alone, example if i go into chat nobody really responds to me unless they're my closer friends like my waifu or keeeeeee or big sock. even my formerly close friends on chat have been ignoring me, i don't know why. maybe it's because i quit before and the bonds where severed, maybe it's because i'm despondent alot... i don't know, all i can think about doing is writing stories but i haven't got any inspiration because all i write is romance stories and they all become so similar in the end....girl doesn't like boy at first, something makes her like him, they live happily ever after. i guess with the autumn and elskede stories from my former account was me trying to break away from the cliche. i did have an idea in which the girl would kill the boy...but that would be annoying...

i guess i could give the sasuke fangirls something to drool over again but make it more rough...yeah sounds good to me.

~lat oss flyga!

alone

so lately i've been feeling...alone, example if i go into chat nobody really responds to me unless they're my closer friends like my waifu or keeeeeee or big sock. even my formerly close friends on chat have been ignoring me, i don't know why. maybe it's because i quit before and the bonds where severed, maybe it's because i'm despondent alot... i don't know, all i can think about doing is writing stories but i haven't got any inspiration because all i write is romance stories and they all become so similar in the end....girl doesn't like boy at first, something makes her like him, they live happily ever after. i guess with the autumn and elskede stories from my former account was me trying to break away from the cliche. i did have an idea in which the girl would kill the boy...but that would be annoying...

i guess i could give the sasuke fangirls something to drool over again but make it more rough...yeah sounds good to me.

~lat oss flyga!

seize the day lyrics

seize the day - avenged sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here,
too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn,
I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile,
holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come,
but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn,
I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here,
too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us,
changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight,
follow me past the walls of death?
But girl,
what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE
Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here,
too many people to ache over
Trials in life,
questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So what if I never hold you,
yeah,
or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories OF us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here,
too many people to ache over
Trials in life,
questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day
Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day
I stand here alone,
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day
Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day

now this might sound strange but this is for the boy that's always in my dreams of whom i don't know or have never seen in my life but is always there