"... That voice you hear in your head when you’re not talking is not defined by your body. That voice is truth. It is the infinite. You are more than just a body. You are a mind. So get creative. Live for that voice. Because like everyone always told you, It’s what’s on the inside that counts."
~Bunny Bennet
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Happy Thanksgiving to you all!
I'm so thankful to have all of you guys :) my real and my Otaku loves: without all of you, I basically wouldn't be who I am now, so I thank every one of you; Boo, Meggie, Eripoo, ecnelisterger, all of the people in L&L and CL, and just everyone I've talked to, thank you for being you ^^
I love you all! <3
~Alex
I'm in love with this song. It's so cute :)
I wanted to share it all with you ^^
Like it?
~Alex :]
I FOUND A NEW STABLE!
It's much much much closer than my old one, which was about 50 minutes away.
So, it's a sign~! once i get myself a job, I'll be able to start back up ^^
Lessons are 45 bucks, and I'll take one every week.
I'm so excited!
The only downside is that I'll miss my River. He was such a sweetie :)
What's new with all of you? Anything positive? Negative? Neutral? Banana?
Love you guys :)
~Alex
Hi otaku. I'm sorry, but imma complain. Have you ever felt like you wanna run somewhere, anywhere, but you have nowhere to run to? You wanna just scream your head off, but no one'll hear you? You wanna slam a few people across the face, but it won't fix them? Yeah, that's me.... The past 1-2 months have kind been bad. I don't know, but everyday I get depressed, and I know why. But i don't tell anyone, which makes it worse. I know i can tell my friends, but I just..... hate complaining to people, which is why all this is striked out.
I'm, also angry. Pissed of. And I have no where to direct my anger; I'm kinda afraid that i should be angry at myself. I don;t know. I'm so confused, and sad, and angry, and I really wanna go stab some moonsand. But it doesn't help get anger out, if you don't know who you're supposed to be stabbing to.... But never mind. I just...... Don't know. I really want to leave. I want to be gone from here, somewhere else. But i don't want to leave behind the good stuff i have. Please, don't get the wrong idea, and think inm talking about suicide. NEVER. I just feel like there's something I should be doing, but i can't think of what. And i feel like something's missing from me, and emptiness. And I'm so full of questions and no answers, and I think i know what i need, but that's all i know. And I just.... I-never mind.
I'm sorry guys. Just ignore my upsetitude.
...... How are all of you?
~Alex
