Not that kind of a fan girl

I really arent a real yaoi fan girl.
But my heart feels warmth over these two. Dont you?
I love to read fanfiction about those two an never get tired to that. After readin em I always start to wonder, what the hell is wrong with me. These guys hate each other (like in many other pairings they do).
And my heart feels heavy again.
The sweet boy Kiske, in the ownership of another man, I can really tolerate that, but not the idea of a woman with sweet Kiske. About Sol I wouldn´t be so worried.
I Never even liked that guy, until now that I realised how easy he was to play with, in the game I mean. ^ ^

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