I'm going to have to upload it a day late. If it's not accepted as an entry, it doesn't matter, I've worked hard on it and it needs to be uploaded regardless. I just had a breakdown tonight and I'm tired and don't think I feel like finishing the last bits tonight... I just keep making excuses and I don't blame you if you stop listening. Also, previous statement sounds self-pitying, but meh, that's how I've felt for a while.

I'm teetering on the verge of perhaps losing my inspiration for art altogether, possibly permanently. I don't think I'd delete my account if that were to happen, since it's possible I could regain inspiration later. whether it be days or years, best not to close the door on the possibility.

So I'll leave it here. Later.