What can I say? Here's my interweb-diary-thingy that I will almost definitely screw up. I do plan to keep this every day, but if I can for a week Haru 93 says she'll give me a cookie as a present. Enjoy, if you can!
If, for some reason, you DO enjoy the daily ramblings of a crazed Teenager, by all means, let me know, I like to make new friends 
Dear Diary,
Today was a reasonable day. Nothing much happened overall, until after lunch. In Drama (fifth lesson) we are doing a coursework preparation of a piece based on Anorexia. To show the extent of the condition, we were shown pictures of a young woman (naked, from the back) who had it. I was really shocked, and quite worried. I've been thin all my life, it's genetic, but when I saw my arms were the same as hers, I got really worried about it. Of course, everything lower than the arms was far, far worse, but I was concerned.
When I got home, I told mum all about my worries. She understood, also being worried for me. So I went upstairs, started playing Final Fantasy IX and talking to my friends on MSN. One of my newest online friends has a crush on me... and let me know by asking me out. I was really flattered, but I couldn't say yes. He lives so far away, and we'd only been talking for a week, so I simply said "Not yet". I myself want to... but not yet, we aren't ready.
So that's it, Diary. Thanks for listening. You're a real lifesaver!
mmm
Twas an okay day today
All the usual stuff
Normal life continues
School was okay
Home was okay
Everything was...okay XD
:D
Well
Today was fun!
Another Science Enhancement trip
So another day of school with no uniform
And another meeting with Haru
and I got a cute guys' e-mail address and myspace page XD
I've been helping out a gay guy with his problems
And my fan fic got posted! Woo!
And people seem to like it... Yay!
So an all-round good day, really XD
Feeling MUCH better.
Not happy as such, but better all the same
What I didn't mention is
Yesterday a friend of mine who is in the year below me at school gave me this ultra cool black leather studded bracelet which I love
and that's kept me happy-ish
For those of you who know of Death Note
Said friend of yester-blog (who will be called Julian from now) told me that he really liked me, and wanted me to be his L... if he could be my Light...
Which made me melt, like an ice-cream in summer
So I'm wearing tis ultra-cool bracelet as a sign of friendship with my younger friend
And as a sign of love for Julian, cause L and Light were chained together!
Today was okay, all the usual, not really fun but not un-fun
Came home, games, myYearbook.com, Music
Food
So I hope you guys enjoy your days etc
Sorry once again for the lateness
Yesterday)) was okay, up until the evening
A friend of mine, who I kinda have major feelings for, told me he thought I looked kind of skinny in my Messenger display picture.
Crush.
Ouch.
"I hate looking so skinny."
"But I like skinny guys :)"
"BUt I hate it"
and so on and so forth
And I could tell I was pushing him away
And I didn't want him to start disliking me
And then he told me about how his ex boyfriend (who he split up with two days previous) was always complaining about things
And I got rather upset, I thought he would hate me too
But he was totally fine
But... I wasn't
All that pent-up Self-Loathing came out in one go
And I felt totally...rubbish
Which is the reason I didn't blog
Though I also had Math homework to do!
But I was feeling quite bad
So... yeah
:)
