Sorry once again for the lateness
Yesterday)) was okay, up until the evening
A friend of mine, who I kinda have major feelings for, told me he thought I looked kind of skinny in my Messenger display picture.
Crush.
Ouch.
"I hate looking so skinny."
"But I like skinny guys :)"
"BUt I hate it"
and so on and so forth
And I could tell I was pushing him away
And I didn't want him to start disliking me
And then he told me about how his ex boyfriend (who he split up with two days previous) was always complaining about things
And I got rather upset, I thought he would hate me too
But he was totally fine
But... I wasn't
All that pent-up Self-Loathing came out in one go
And I felt totally...rubbish

Which is the reason I didn't blog
Though I also had Math homework to do!
But I was feeling quite bad
So... yeah
:)