Okay. LONG time no speak. But there's a reason for that. Three weeks ago, the best relationship of my life ended (with me the loser, of course). I expected it, to be honest... two months of sheer perfection, I was just *waiting* for it to end. So... it did. And that's that. The closing of one chapter, the beginning of another. I learned so much from it, and now I think I'm ready to start dating... casually, rather than aiming for perfection just now. And that's ALREADY possible... but don't think I'm a "Lady(man) of the night" or something, I'm not over him, gods no. But I'm ready to... start afresh, with him still on my mind. And... I'm proud of that. I can look back in sorrow... AND happiness. And that's good.