Is it sad I get pleasure out of people's misery and pain?

KAINXAIDOU IS MY FAV VAMPIRE KNIGHT PAIRING~

xx.
Nothing I say comes out right
I can't love without a fight
No-one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun, it rains
I'm so sick of wasting time
But nothings moving in my mind
Inspiration can't be found
I get up and fall but...

I'm alive!
I'm alive!
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I sleep when I die
I live, My life, I'm alive!
.xx

This is basically a diary. I have to write in it everyday, or it'll defeat the purpose. I mean, I just want to be able to express me feelings, and I guess this is the simplest way. Plus, you guys get to read about me and my day.

So, let's start with the information, I guess. I'll start with the basics and work my way up.

My name is really Savannah, though I would like to be called Savage.
I'm gonna break this up for you. I have 3 different 'people' that I am. Here's a little info about them all before you meet ME.

Shane: He's a player who talks like Beat (he talks all skater) and loves to have a good time. He's bisexual, but likes girls more. He has a girlfriend. (Destiny)
Savage: His real name is Demitri, and he's emo. He's also gay. But even though he's emo, he CAN and WILL smile. But little ones. But he smiles a lot.
Uke: I dunno his name, so I call him uke. He is my Clueless Uke side, and he doesn't have a sexuality. Though he seems gay. He likes cute things and loves wearing bows.

Okay. now about me.
Let's get something clear. I AM A POKEMON TARD. DEAL WITH IT.
I love anime, obviously. It's the best thing in the world to me. Diss it around me, and you'll SERIOUSLY be sorry. Especially if I know you. I WILL ignore you. You don't do that around me. Because I get pissed at the stupidest shit. Anyways, my favorite animes are Naruto/Naruto Shippuden, Axis Powers Hetalia, 07 Ghost, Junjou Romantica, Vampire Knight, Ouran High School Host Club, Death Note, KuroShitsuji, Soul Eater, Gravitation, Karin, Bleach, Code Geass, and I'm sure there's more.
My favorite colors are red, black, blue, and neon green.
I listen to almost ALL music, so I'm fine with just about anything. But my favorite kinds of music are Alternative, Rock, and Pop. The bands I'm currently addicted to at the moment are The Beatles, Breaking Benjamin, Blood On the Dance Floor, Skillet, and Three Days Grace.
My favorite non-anime shows are: Glee, Whose Line is it Anyway, Freakazoid, Third Rock From the Sun, Scrubs, Meerkat Manor, Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends, Dora the Explorer, SpongeBob, Teen Titans, Ed Edd n Eddy, Family Guy, and hell, I watch a lot of TV. There's a shit-ton more.
My favorite movies are all The Lion Kings, RENT, Fear, Lilo & Stitch, The Emperor's New Groove, Finding Nemo, Titanic, The Hot Chick, The Animal, Mean Girls, White Chicks, Step Brothers, The Hangover, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, The Little Mermaid, Across the Universe, Open Season, all three Toy Stories, The Parent Trap, Peter Pan, The Phantom of the Opera, and more.
I am a very emotional person. I can laugh, cry, or get mad at the stupidest of things. Therefore, I'm very bipolar. One minute, you'll see me all cheery and won't shut up, the next I'm just an emo little fucker that's quiet. So be careful about me. I'm trying to work on staying positive all the time, but it keeps failing... I'm always dependent. Like, super dependent. But towards my mom, I'm like "GTFO of my face". Yeahh. So..
Another thing. I. Love. Yaoi. There. I said it. Yeah. I do. Fuck you if you're against it. What, two dudes can't love each other? Uh huh. Go crawl back under that rock you call a home and get a life.
I have an obsession with cute things. They really bring out the best in me, and inspire me to act cute. I love people to say that I'm cute. It makes my day.
I. Hate. Posers. Like one of my ex-friends. Posers are just fake people who just like things because EVERYONE else does. Well, she's the least of my worries now. If I ever talk about her, I'll refer to her as JBitch. Okay?
Anyways. I love playing video games. My favorites are The World Ends with You (Twewy), Kingdom Hearts II, Pokemon, Super Smash Bros Brawl, Zelda: Twilight Princess, and Shadow the Hedgehog.
Okay. I'll admit it. I am a hypocrite. And I'm a hater. I'm try to work on that.
But my main objective in life is to make people smile or laugh. If I don't do that, I feel like I did something wrong. If you aren't smiling or laughing with me, I'll have to ask if you're okay.
If you are going to read this, be careful. I will bitch. A lot. That's just me. Got a problem? GTFO.

Here are my favorite pairings--
FrUK. Spamano. GerTaly. TurkEece. Ameripan. SuFin. RusLat. Germcest. LietPol. Palletshipping/Foeshipping/GaryxAsh. PreciousMetalshipping/Huntershipping/GoldxSilver. Ignitionshipping/VolknerxFlint. SaiNaru.

I think that's enough information about me. So.. yeah.

Ohshi-

Guess who forgot to update!? >.>;;

I think I'll just use this site like a blog.. I'll create a world where one will belong to me, the other will belong to my alter-self, Sebastian. They'll have what we did today, and a shitload of random pictures and their description. I won't delete this world, I just won't post on it. Though, I think I'll delete Sanichi's world. Nothing really went on there. So...

c:

Well, this is awkward.

Well, today I realized that I don't love Destiny and I've just... had it with her. So I'm going to dump her tomorrow at school. Meanwhile, I'm dating Sadie. I think I've had a crush on her for a while..... So yeah we're dating. It'll be so awkward to tell Destiny. We're going to wait a week. But God, am I happy. Like...... My heart is still beating really fast. <33

Sorry for not updating as much as I would like. D8 I neglect this website so much!!

So blah blah here's some Phoenix x Edgeworth lololol

It's obvious. I'm awesome. 8D

Well, last night, two amazing things happened. I learned that I get to KEEP the tablet I'm using at my dad's, because he barely uses it. :'D

Also, I got a comment from twinfools on DA!! Do you know how much I love him!? He's my favorite cosplayer! I completely idolize him and everything he does!! He's the one that really inspired me to cosplay the most.

Life is good. So good. :3

And today, I get to go to Wichita and buy some manga! Yay! Though, I have no idea which ones I'll buy. XD;

-Very happy, Dem. <3

Well, it's not SO bad. c:

So, I'm at my dad's. But hey, it's actually pretty awesome out here! He has a tablet!!! It's so fun to draw on it. <33 He also has a webcam, so now I can webcam with Bailey! And hopefully Sadie, if she ever gets on. D<

Would you guys like to request anything for me to draw on tablet while I'm here? ovo Go ahead~ <3

-Eager to talk to Sadie tomorrow, Dem.

Whyyyyyy? D8

God dammit. I keep forgetting to update here. D<

Anyways, I'm going to my dad's house for FOUR DAMN DAYS, so I won't be able to look at yaoi! I probably can't even read fanfics! My dad walks by the computer A LOT, so I'll probably just try to catch up on Vampire Knight Guilty. Who knows, maybe I'll get it done. I hope.

Well I'll miss you guys!! D;

-The soon-to-be lonely, Dem.