Is it sad I get pleasure out of people's misery and pain?

KAINXAIDOU IS MY FAV VAMPIRE KNIGHT PAIRING~

xx.
Nothing I say comes out right
I can't love without a fight
No-one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun, it rains
I'm so sick of wasting time
But nothings moving in my mind
Inspiration can't be found
I get up and fall but...

I'm alive!
I'm alive!
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I sleep when I die
I live, My life, I'm alive!
.xx

This is basically a diary. I have to write in it everyday, or it'll defeat the purpose. I mean, I just want to be able to express me feelings, and I guess this is the simplest way. Plus, you guys get to read about me and my day.

So, let's start with the information, I guess. I'll start with the basics and work my way up.

My name is really Savannah, though I would like to be called Savage.
I'm gonna break this up for you. I have 3 different 'people' that I am. Here's a little info about them all before you meet ME.

Shane: He's a player who talks like Beat (he talks all skater) and loves to have a good time. He's bisexual, but likes girls more. He has a girlfriend. (Destiny)
Savage: His real name is Demitri, and he's emo. He's also gay. But even though he's emo, he CAN and WILL smile. But little ones. But he smiles a lot.
Uke: I dunno his name, so I call him uke. He is my Clueless Uke side, and he doesn't have a sexuality. Though he seems gay. He likes cute things and loves wearing bows.

Okay. now about me.
Let's get something clear. I AM A POKEMON TARD. DEAL WITH IT.
I love anime, obviously. It's the best thing in the world to me. Diss it around me, and you'll SERIOUSLY be sorry. Especially if I know you. I WILL ignore you. You don't do that around me. Because I get pissed at the stupidest shit. Anyways, my favorite animes are Naruto/Naruto Shippuden, Axis Powers Hetalia, 07 Ghost, Junjou Romantica, Vampire Knight, Ouran High School Host Club, Death Note, KuroShitsuji, Soul Eater, Gravitation, Karin, Bleach, Code Geass, and I'm sure there's more.
My favorite colors are red, black, blue, and neon green.
I listen to almost ALL music, so I'm fine with just about anything. But my favorite kinds of music are Alternative, Rock, and Pop. The bands I'm currently addicted to at the moment are The Beatles, Breaking Benjamin, Blood On the Dance Floor, Skillet, and Three Days Grace.
My favorite non-anime shows are: Glee, Whose Line is it Anyway, Freakazoid, Third Rock From the Sun, Scrubs, Meerkat Manor, Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends, Dora the Explorer, SpongeBob, Teen Titans, Ed Edd n Eddy, Family Guy, and hell, I watch a lot of TV. There's a shit-ton more.
My favorite movies are all The Lion Kings, RENT, Fear, Lilo & Stitch, The Emperor's New Groove, Finding Nemo, Titanic, The Hot Chick, The Animal, Mean Girls, White Chicks, Step Brothers, The Hangover, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, The Little Mermaid, Across the Universe, Open Season, all three Toy Stories, The Parent Trap, Peter Pan, The Phantom of the Opera, and more.
I am a very emotional person. I can laugh, cry, or get mad at the stupidest of things. Therefore, I'm very bipolar. One minute, you'll see me all cheery and won't shut up, the next I'm just an emo little fucker that's quiet. So be careful about me. I'm trying to work on staying positive all the time, but it keeps failing... I'm always dependent. Like, super dependent. But towards my mom, I'm like "GTFO of my face". Yeahh. So..
Another thing. I. Love. Yaoi. There. I said it. Yeah. I do. Fuck you if you're against it. What, two dudes can't love each other? Uh huh. Go crawl back under that rock you call a home and get a life.
I have an obsession with cute things. They really bring out the best in me, and inspire me to act cute. I love people to say that I'm cute. It makes my day.
I. Hate. Posers. Like one of my ex-friends. Posers are just fake people who just like things because EVERYONE else does. Well, she's the least of my worries now. If I ever talk about her, I'll refer to her as JBitch. Okay?
Anyways. I love playing video games. My favorites are The World Ends with You (Twewy), Kingdom Hearts II, Pokemon, Super Smash Bros Brawl, Zelda: Twilight Princess, and Shadow the Hedgehog.
Okay. I'll admit it. I am a hypocrite. And I'm a hater. I'm try to work on that.
But my main objective in life is to make people smile or laugh. If I don't do that, I feel like I did something wrong. If you aren't smiling or laughing with me, I'll have to ask if you're okay.
If you are going to read this, be careful. I will bitch. A lot. That's just me. Got a problem? GTFO.

Here are my favorite pairings--
FrUK. Spamano. GerTaly. TurkEece. Ameripan. SuFin. RusLat. Germcest. LietPol. Palletshipping/Foeshipping/GaryxAsh. PreciousMetalshipping/Huntershipping/GoldxSilver. Ignitionshipping/VolknerxFlint. SaiNaru.

I think that's enough information about me. So.. yeah.

Well today just flew by.

I still don't see how Rebecca is emo. At all. :I

Anyways.

Today went by rather quick, eh? Well, I was asleep for like, 14 hours. Guess I needed some damn sleep. I woke up around 5 or so. The time just flew right in front of me. I was supposed to spend the night with Krystal tonight, but guess not. She hasn't got on yet, and there's no way my mom's going to take me to her house at 9:30PM or over. So whatever. Tomorrow Sadie comes and spends the night!! I really can't wait.... I haven't hung out with her all summer!! >o< We've been talking more and more!! So gosh, I'm excited.

Hnnmmmmm. I'm thinking about finishing KuroShitsuji. Well the first season, anyways. I also need to get my ass on Vampire Knight Guilty!! RRRG.

I'm glad my mom cleaned out my ear with Peroxide, because it doesn't really hurt anymore!! Thank lord baby Jesus for that. I almost died from how much it hurt at like 2AM this morning, so that's why I went to bed. XD And slept for 14 hours.

Ahhhh I just remembered. I never finished Vladimir Tod either. I need to stop starting things and never finishing them!!

Am I emo? I don't know. :I

..... I stayed up again. Joy.

Well, it's my fault for going to sleep and waking up at odd times. I just hope I don't crash. Yesterday, I couldn't go see my dad, so today I am. I hope he doesn't make me feel awkward or something.

I keep noticing that Carolina never wants to talk anymore. So, I guess she isn't my BFF anymore. Who needs her.

I have Krystal, Sadie, and Bailey as my best friends. .... I hope. I dunno. I feel like Sadie's the only one that understand me.

SO. I'm having trouble with my name. I mean, I guess my DeviantART me is Treliiri, but I want a person me. Like, what I actually am. A boy. I can't figure out a name. Slade maybe? I don't fucking know. I need help. Well, Rebecca, since you're the ONLY person that reads this, mind helping me out?

God, Krystal is getting me into GoldxSilver more and more. I just roleplayed them, and they're so fun. 8D

WHY CAN'T I EVER GET A NAME AND JUST STICK WITH IT. I DUNNO. YOU TELL ME. >C

Hey, I'm going to get my hair cut soon! And possibly dyed black! I'll show you what it looks like at the bottom of this.

Oh yeah, saw the new Degrassi, and Adam made me wanna bawl!! I love him so much!! He's the one who got me thinking of my guy self, anyways, because he's transgender. He was a girl, but is a guy now.

Blahblahemoblahblah. Am I? I don't know. You answer me that. :I

Here I am! XD

Incest is where it's at!

Oh God, I haven't gone to sleep yet! And probably won't until I get home! =u=;

Today I'm going to spend the day with my dad for his birthday! Whooooo!! Even though his birthday is tomorrow... I have plans with Krystal and Bailey tomorrow. It's AkuRoku day, for God's sake! FFFF so I dunno what my dad and I are doing exactly, but we're going to Wichita.

... Maybe I should go to sleep for a little bit. XDD;;

ANYWAYS. Sadie kept me up this night! I said I would go to sleep after I watched this one episode of Vampire Knight, and I paused and told Sadie "haha I could totally see us at that dance" so I doodled us in, and I dunno how long that took me. XD Then I did ANOTHER one, and Sadie said she was working on something for me. So I made her an icon of herself, and finally she got done with my AMAZING surprise! It's a KainxAidou AMV!! That's my FAVORITE pairing from Vampire Knight. <33333333333333 I wasn't expecting it at all!! >o< I'm so glad she made that for me. I can't begin to describe how much I love it.

--Contemplating sleep or not, Liiri.

NO SLEEP. URGHHH.

Wow, I never noticed how much I love hanging out with Krystal and JUST Krystal! My God, it is SOOO fun!! >u<

Kay, so Destiny spent the night on Monday and it was fucking TERRIBLE. I got bored SO easily, because all she does is watch TV. So I kept sitting up and brooding silently, then FINALLY she would say something. God she's so annoying. Goddddd I want to punch her sometimes. Or just make her leave. That bitch kept me up SO LATE, because she was all "Heyyy we should stay up and not go to sleep" and then at like 6 or 7 AM she's like "my dad is going to call at 10 to make sure I'm up" and I'm just thinking in my head "you. dumb. fuck." UGHHHH so I got 3 or 4 hours I guess. I couldn't STAND her anymore, so she got the FUCK out of my house finally. I was about to go to sleep, but then I'm like "shit I'm going to hang out with Krystal tonight!" so after a while, I went over to Krystal's. XD We stayed up all night reading a 34-chapter fanfic of GoldxSilver. I-It was so good. Except I randomly started in the middle with her, but I still cried like 5 times. I loved it!!! So, I got NOOO sleep over there. I almost passed out sitting next to her a couple times though. But Krystal is FUN to stay up with. She isn't like Destiny at all. She actually talks and laughs with me! URGH.

So when I got back from Gold (Krystal)'s house, I stayed up until about 3PM before finally going to sleep, and waking up RIGHT when I wanted to, so I could watch the new Degrassi. People FINALLY found out that Adam is transgender! I've been waiting for that episode! XDDD Man, I've been in a GoldxSilver mood ALL day. That's what I've been looking up. Ohhh I have to go read the first 15 or so chapters of that fanfic. XD Then I have to find other ones.. and if Gold (Krystal) gets his ass online, we can roleplay as them!! Me being Silver, derpderp. I love Silver! <3

Tomorrow(today, technically) I'm going to spend the day with my dad for his birthday. I would spend it with him on Friday, but it also happens to be AkuRoku day, and Krystal, Bailey, and I have plans.

Carolina ACTUALLY called me tonight! I was so surprised. Lately she hasn't been talking to me. But now it always seems like she wants to hang out with me, Bailey, and Krystal. I really miss when it was JUST me and her hanging out. But whatever, it's all about her I guess.

SORRY I'm so bitchy. I'm going through a Silver-phase, so I feel all tsundere. >///I

Wheeee GoldxSilver.

What? A new alias?

Today. Was. Awesome.

I didn't even leave my house, but mannnn. It was fucking AMAZING.

I was talking with my friend, Clatre, and suddenly I remembered how BADLY I wanted a new username, and a new alias. So we thought and thought until we got Treliiri. (There's a story behind that. 8D)

Clatre drew me like, FOUR pictures of her for me!! She's so good to me! QAQ But, what to expect out of my Oyabun, huh? XD

So, from NOW ON, I will go by Treliiri. Or Liiri. Or whatever nickname you can make out of Treliiri.

Oh, yeah, I'm switching DeviantART accounts. DERRRRPP it's called Treliiri. But it's not ready yet, or I would have said this on DeviantART. Haha, go ahead and look at my Gallery. You know you want to. XDD

So she's like a fox... person thing. And SHIT I forgot to draw her with her ahoge--!! >I

O-Oh well. I'll do it from now on!!

So here's a picture Clatre drew of us fangirling over Spamano. XD She's on the left, me on the right.