Is it sad I get pleasure out of people's misery and pain?

KAINXAIDOU IS MY FAV VAMPIRE KNIGHT PAIRING~

xx.
Nothing I say comes out right
I can't love without a fight
No-one ever knows my name
When I pray for sun, it rains
I'm so sick of wasting time
But nothings moving in my mind
Inspiration can't be found
I get up and fall but...

I'm alive!
I'm alive!
Between the good and bad's where you'll find me
Reaching for heaven
I will fight
And I sleep when I die
I live, My life, I'm alive!
.xx

This is basically a diary. I have to write in it everyday, or it'll defeat the purpose. I mean, I just want to be able to express me feelings, and I guess this is the simplest way. Plus, you guys get to read about me and my day.

So, let's start with the information, I guess. I'll start with the basics and work my way up.

My name is really Savannah, though I would like to be called Savage.
I'm gonna break this up for you. I have 3 different 'people' that I am. Here's a little info about them all before you meet ME.

Shane: He's a player who talks like Beat (he talks all skater) and loves to have a good time. He's bisexual, but likes girls more. He has a girlfriend. (Destiny)
Savage: His real name is Demitri, and he's emo. He's also gay. But even though he's emo, he CAN and WILL smile. But little ones. But he smiles a lot.
Uke: I dunno his name, so I call him uke. He is my Clueless Uke side, and he doesn't have a sexuality. Though he seems gay. He likes cute things and loves wearing bows.

Okay. now about me.
Let's get something clear. I AM A POKEMON TARD. DEAL WITH IT.
I love anime, obviously. It's the best thing in the world to me. Diss it around me, and you'll SERIOUSLY be sorry. Especially if I know you. I WILL ignore you. You don't do that around me. Because I get pissed at the stupidest shit. Anyways, my favorite animes are Naruto/Naruto Shippuden, Axis Powers Hetalia, 07 Ghost, Junjou Romantica, Vampire Knight, Ouran High School Host Club, Death Note, KuroShitsuji, Soul Eater, Gravitation, Karin, Bleach, Code Geass, and I'm sure there's more.
My favorite colors are red, black, blue, and neon green.
I listen to almost ALL music, so I'm fine with just about anything. But my favorite kinds of music are Alternative, Rock, and Pop. The bands I'm currently addicted to at the moment are The Beatles, Breaking Benjamin, Blood On the Dance Floor, Skillet, and Three Days Grace.
My favorite non-anime shows are: Glee, Whose Line is it Anyway, Freakazoid, Third Rock From the Sun, Scrubs, Meerkat Manor, Fosters Home for Imaginary Friends, Dora the Explorer, SpongeBob, Teen Titans, Ed Edd n Eddy, Family Guy, and hell, I watch a lot of TV. There's a shit-ton more.
My favorite movies are all The Lion Kings, RENT, Fear, Lilo & Stitch, The Emperor's New Groove, Finding Nemo, Titanic, The Hot Chick, The Animal, Mean Girls, White Chicks, Step Brothers, The Hangover, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, The Little Mermaid, Across the Universe, Open Season, all three Toy Stories, The Parent Trap, Peter Pan, The Phantom of the Opera, and more.
I am a very emotional person. I can laugh, cry, or get mad at the stupidest of things. Therefore, I'm very bipolar. One minute, you'll see me all cheery and won't shut up, the next I'm just an emo little fucker that's quiet. So be careful about me. I'm trying to work on staying positive all the time, but it keeps failing... I'm always dependent. Like, super dependent. But towards my mom, I'm like "GTFO of my face". Yeahh. So..
Another thing. I. Love. Yaoi. There. I said it. Yeah. I do. Fuck you if you're against it. What, two dudes can't love each other? Uh huh. Go crawl back under that rock you call a home and get a life.
I have an obsession with cute things. They really bring out the best in me, and inspire me to act cute. I love people to say that I'm cute. It makes my day.
I. Hate. Posers. Like one of my ex-friends. Posers are just fake people who just like things because EVERYONE else does. Well, she's the least of my worries now. If I ever talk about her, I'll refer to her as JBitch. Okay?
Anyways. I love playing video games. My favorites are The World Ends with You (Twewy), Kingdom Hearts II, Pokemon, Super Smash Bros Brawl, Zelda: Twilight Princess, and Shadow the Hedgehog.
Okay. I'll admit it. I am a hypocrite. And I'm a hater. I'm try to work on that.
But my main objective in life is to make people smile or laugh. If I don't do that, I feel like I did something wrong. If you aren't smiling or laughing with me, I'll have to ask if you're okay.
If you are going to read this, be careful. I will bitch. A lot. That's just me. Got a problem? GTFO.

Here are my favorite pairings--
FrUK. Spamano. GerTaly. TurkEece. Ameripan. SuFin. RusLat. Germcest. LietPol. Palletshipping/Foeshipping/GaryxAsh. PreciousMetalshipping/Huntershipping/GoldxSilver. Ignitionshipping/VolknerxFlint. SaiNaru.

I think that's enough information about me. So.. yeah.

Potatoes, Mermaids, and Hot Pockets.

July 10, 2010
(The continuation.)

Dear Diary,

Last night, I spent the night with one of my good friends, Bailey. As soon as I got there, she was talking about this anime, 07 Ghost. She told me that Mikage's voice was done by Namikawa Daisuke, who does North and South Italy from Hetalia. I was like "NO WAY" so she's like "Fine fine I'll show you the first half of the episode to prove it". Then after it was over I'm like "OMG THIS SHIT IS AWESOME I WANNA WATCH MORE" So we ended up watching 9 episodes of it. XDD I have to say, it's REALLY good. You should go check it out. It made us BAWWWWLLLL. ;-; And we talked through the whole thing. But that just helped me understand more. I just naturally talk through things, so it's hard to watch things with people. I always have to watch shit by myself. Well, Bailey talks through thinks too. c: So, I'm Teito, and she's Rosalie. I wonder if I can find a Mikage~~ You guys have no idea what I'm talking about... so.. never mind. And because I'm Teito, that's who is representing my emotion on that icon for this post.

I'll be spending tonight with her too. I just had to go home for a bit. I can't wait! We'll probably watch more 07 Ghost!! ><

Oh, now I can explain my title for this.

The potato thing is from when Bailey was teaching me everyone's names, and I kept having to ask "Wait wait what's his name again?" so she's like "His names Teito, ya know, like Potato." And yeah... I'm learning quickly!

The mermaid thing is a character in the show. Her name is... is... Shit. Umm... Oh! Lazet! Yeah! Well she's a mermaid, and she can copy people's faces. And she can grow legs. XD

The hot pocket thing is talking about how last night we randomly stopped so we could go eat something, and I had two hot pockets. Except.. they were lean pockets... Oh well.

Well, I'll post another update tomorrow saying what we do tonight! >.<

Pokemon and old friends..

July 10, 2010

Dear Diary,

Today, I found out that if you haven't spoken to someone in 2 years, their voice sounds different. Especially if the last time you spoke to them you were both 11 or 12. Yeah. I called my best friend, Tyler, today. We've been best friends for like, our whole lives. And thankfully, he's still into all the same nerdy stuff we've both been loving on forever. See, we both used to live in Wellington, then I had to move and I still got to see him every weekend or so. Then HE moved like 2 hours away from here, so seeing him became difficult. We USED to see each other every school holiday, including summer. But we haven't for like, 2 years. But we're going to this summer! I can't wait!! It'll be so fun to reminisce!

Also, I'm doing this Pokemon challenge with Krystal. We're going to watch EVERY (Yes, EVERY) Pokemon episode from start to finish. There are currently 627 episodes to watch. Holy balls. XD

Hm. Today I fell asleep at like 6AM and woke up, then fell back asleep, then finally got up around 2 or 3PM. I don't even know what I've been doing all day. XD STILL WAITING TO HEAR MORE VOICE PREVIEWS FROM FUNIMATION, THOSE JERKS. XD They've been doing amazing so far with the voices. I love Germany's and France's the most. <3

And I thought today was going to be depressing. Nope. I'm actually really happy right now. c':