well how should i start..
my bff is pissed at me...
hmm the story she came by and we had fun :3 ,,, tho after some time it went pretty quit and yeah..idk...
when we listend to music she told me thats no wounder im emo and depressed bcoz im listening to that kind of music... bla bla... IM NOT EMO ._. and i know ppl dont became emo bcoz of the music they are listening too...
anyways yeah after some time it went pretty bad...
i told her that im not emo if im in a bad mood... she told me that im often in bad mood then,,, :/
when she was going to leave she told me that her mom told her to not be long (she told me that when she came too , it was late ) i replied like u ever hold on that... she said ok i wont come anymore then... i really really really didnt mean it in that way ):... im terrible ):
yeah i accidentally said loud that i hate to be in a car and stuff and she begins with that old stuff like u shuldnt think on that and she knows how i feel and bla bla SHE CANT KNOW...she wasnt there and she didnt go thru thin and yeah...
i just dont get why cant i be for once in a bad mood and why dont ppl understand it... i mean she is close to me ): why does she get mad?? ;__; i feel terrible..its always my fault ):
and yeah this put me down..i never take our argues to serious..bcoz we are like sisters ..we argue all the time.... we alwas get along soon either :3.... but its just to much atm :/
.. i have like many problems atm family, friends , lil ones etc.. ... and i cant go away ... i have to deal with them all the time 24/7 ..i cant even take a walk or something to think on other things.. ):... I'M SICK OF IT..i really am..... *sighs*
oh well thats all :p
im off to the chat now :3
ohhh i still have to clean my room and put my clothes together ._.;; oh joy.. :p