So, tonight my friend found out why people drink. And here it goes...

I felt meh because I was watching singers performing live and it tends to make me meh at times (esp if they are singing well as well). And no matter how (un)productive (the 'un' because I didn't do much for myself today as in study or so) I was today I still felt so meh and normal [as it goes when you watch talented people while you have no talent for that thing (singing in this case)].
Anyway our conversation:
I: I feel so meh.
She: Why?
I: Idk, it's just I feel so normal/average/trivialand kind of useless even though I was volunteering today..
She: Well that's a weird way of thinking, especially since you volunteered (see what she did there haha)
I: Hahhaa, true. If I had some alcohol I'd soo drink now..
She: And that's the reason why people do alcohol and drugs. They felt like you. Haha
I: Hahah thanks for the psychological enlightenment hahah
She: That's why shhhs now

Hahah yeeeah. Got to love her. She makes me feel better while mocking me.

Well it's raining and late so I'll go to sleep now. I love to sleep while it rains. It's calming. Good night everyone.

~Sasusaku