Am i late?

So...Am i late?
To change i mean.
I already bought my ticket.
It seems the train left with one extra seat.
MY seat.
Now it seems im stuck.
My ticket isnt valid for the next rain.
And thats why im stuck at this station called Earth
I missed my shot to heaven.
Where do i go now?
Hell?
I refuse...
Why should i give up my life for a mistake i only took upon myself?
Mistake, mistake, mistake
The word rings a bell.
But its unlike any bell i could tell.
I just need to know..
Am i too late or has the war of hatred already begun?

Again

The stars cover the sky and the moon shines bright and clear over your house...again
Then you cuddle in bed and smile at the sound of mama's voice as she tucks in your brother across the hall...again
You drift to sleep and wish you were with somebody who gave a damn about you and cared if you fell on your face...again
The next morning you smell eggs and bacon on the table and get up and get ready for a new day...again
So you go to school and do you homework after you walk in the door and you get ready to go on the computer or go play softball...again
When you get home you shower and eat dinner...again
Then the stars come back up and the moon shines over your house...again

Life is nothing but a cylce...Break it!!You need to stop making a schedule and you need to stop focusing on whats going on after whatever your doing.Look, just worry about today, not tonight, worry about the moment, not the past.Your foot is half-way into the end...Close that door!Your not ready to give up...are you?

Poem

Ask Yourself
Ask yourself, are you trapped in your own body, itching to crawl out and find peace with yourself?
Ask yourself, are you alone, trying to get up off the floor and make friends with people that are so different from you?
Ask yourself, am i the one with the problem, although it seems everyone has the problem, to you?
Ask yourself, are you ok to open the door and smile. To talk to a new girl at school, and to lift your chin and be proud of yourself no matter how ugly you feel?
Ask yourself, is it worth it, to steal and get caught then get punished and realize you just did it to make yourself noticed?
Ask yourself, do you love yourself enough to live YOUR life instead of others living it for you?
Ask yourself, is the world mad at me, or me mad at myself and whatever the world may think of me?

Ask Yourself

Ask yourself, are you trapped in your own body, itching to crawl out and find peace with yourself?
Ask yourself, are you alon, trying to get up off the floor and make friends with people that are so different from you?
As yourself, am i the one with the probelm, although, it seems everyone has the problem, to you?
Ask yourself, are you ok, to open the door and smile; to talk to a new girl at school, and to lift your chin and be proud of yourself no matter how ugly you feel?
Ask youserlf, is it worth it, to steal and get caught; or lie to the cops and a killer gets free?
Ask yourself, do you love yourself enough to live YOUR life, instead of people living it for you; is it ok to be scared; and is the world mad at me, or me mad at...myself, trying to take on the world..alone?

Im still on a role!

Get me outta here.
Steady hands just take the wheel!
When can i use my wings?
I think im moving but i go nowhere.
Where is my escape?
Can i run away?
No, i have to many people i need to help.
Steady feet dont fail me now.
I no its alot of pressure.
Just keep me upright and going.
Breaking heart dont crush in mid-air.
I need you now.
Baby please, just take me under your protection.
Cant you see im asking on my knees?
These steady feet wont last me long.
My breaking heart needs more work on.
I wish you could see these tears i cry.
I want you to kiss them away.
Just hold me, and keep me warm.
No!
Dont leave me!!!
Help!Help!Help!
As i see you coming, its to late.
These steady feet failed me now.
And my breaking heart crushed in mid-air.
Baby, just take the wheel.