Am i late?

So...Am i late?
To change i mean.
I already bought my ticket.
It seems the train left with one extra seat.
MY seat.
Now it seems im stuck.
My ticket isnt valid for the next rain.
And thats why im stuck at this station called Earth
I missed my shot to heaven.
Where do i go now?
Hell?
I refuse...
Why should i give up my life for a mistake i only took upon myself?
Mistake, mistake, mistake
The word rings a bell.
But its unlike any bell i could tell.
I just need to know..
Am i too late or has the war of hatred already begun?

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