So, I looked through amy previous posts the other day and realised that there's a big gap missing from my life. Apparently, I only posted afeter Anthony did something nice or cute, and not when he was getting on my nerves. Well, last Friday, the 26th, we broke up. It just got to a point where we were acting more like friends. And not even really good friends; just friends that happened to walk in the halls with eachother, sometimes talk and hug an kiss automatically rather than with real feeling. So, it wasn't one of those painful depressing break-ups, it was mutual understanding, and weirdly I feel a lot better now. I don't feel as burdened or depressed like before when I saw him paying attention to other girls before he looked at me. Of course, I wasn't feeling exactly thrilled at Musical practice the other day when I had to watch him (because of stage crew) dance with another girl. It seemed like he had no porblem with putting his hands on her waist... It just got me thinking if he had looked that happy back when we were dating as he did then...

Whatever, I shouldn't dwell too much on that or I'll get all depressed. But, I seem to be much happier now, and weirdly enough, it seems that breaking up was helthier for our relathionship in one way: we were talking to eachother that friday and the following monday more than we had in a while (like a week or two...) and now I don't feel bad if I ignore him or don't say something in the silence :/

Eh, on a happy note: watch this video and you will be absolutely smitten by my new crush ~~ wow I bounce back fast, huh? XD

*swoon*