Before I get all serious on ya: I'd like to share that yesterday after going to the mall to get my mom a b-day present and other what-nots including an mcr cd (and barely surviving the trip home on the light rail transit system) I finally got my red suspenders and will in fact be cosplaying as Misty in the upcoming con! I might even put up photos...If it looks alright :p

Well, after my "emo" post on Monday, I thought I'd update you all on my little drama... Rachel broke up with Anthony Tuesday after school (after four days) because she felt bad because she was sort of using him (if you're really interested, pm me). Anyway, she came up to me and told me she was sorry if she had hurt my feelings. It was pretty nice of her, but I felt really sorry for him, especially after seeing his face Wednesday morning. He looked all dejected and depressed like: . But, I guess that's what you get after trying to rebound. And that last sentence makes me feel justified, but guilty at the same time.

I've been down heartbreak path before, and it sucks, so that's why I'm feeling so empathetic I guess. Also, I realize I'm really protective of him, like I wanted to warn him about the whole rach thing and whoever else... It's just hard to suddenly stop caring about someone you loved at some point. And it's true, I loved him at one time, but I don't know when he stopped caring for me, and then I for him.

But, there's no chance I'm going to take him back (if he'd ever want to) because of how fast he moved on, and by how fast he fell into adoring another girl again... It just felt crappy to see him writing all over her fb wall saying things like "aim me" or "text me". It reminded me of when he used to keep texting me all the time, trying to meet up with me. It was so sweet, and I miss that :/

I guess it's my turn to move on now... Anybody got any advice? Or good manga to read to take my mind off of all of this? XD