um k i have a question
am i emo
i mean i always feel inferior
and i know that the world would be better without me
there is a part of me thats always cry and sad
and another part thats always angry and wants to hurt me and other people i love
i wish that i could just go back to my old life
i mean i dont regret meeting james
he's amazing
and he's pretty much the only thing thats keeping me alive
i just wish that everything would just go back to happiness.
we went to lowes today and well for the first time in forever i feel at peace.
i was listening to caramelledansenn and well i ws really happy
the window was rolled down and the cool breeze flowing over my face
and i felt at peace for once in months
i dont know why
but i jsut feel like me and james should just go back to my home in georgia
(yes im a souther chicka, i love everything about the south so DEAL WITH IT)
it would be much better
i wish i could tell james how i feel but dont know how he would react
I wish i wasnt so scared all the time of what people would thik.
i kinda think i know why i hate preeps so much. I guess its cause they're alwasys happy and haveing fun. While im here my life hidden and me living in what feels like hell.
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oh and yeah i finally relized what my fav season/month is
autumn / october
casue its really beautiful at night buring october