yea, don't ask about the title, my stomach feels like knives are being shoved in there and being twisted...damn the female internal system...curse you Eve!!
*ahem* anyhoo, i just uploaded a small picture, it's nothing great, just the lineart since i don't have my program, and my copics are drying out on me (TToTT) but i like it. it's my anniversary picture for me and my boyfriend who, today, have been dating for one year. pretty crazy huh? i remember babbling off to you guys the entire thing, and all the drama before hand. and look at me now!! lol
i've been reading manga like crazy lately, like, too much. it's interfering with work, because i'll be on the computer and then just rush over to a site and start reading....o woe is me. (not really lol)
ouran is going really good...nana is really gut wrenching, it's so sad!!! (and now i wonder when i got into jousei and shojo so much?)
but i am getting my program back, i think, i don't know when it's supposed to be here, but eventually it's coming...again, i hope.
and that's about all, i hope u all have a great day!
haseo
hey guys, long time no see.
sorry i haven't been around much, school is really killer. i had so many tests this week i thought i was going to die. (plus english papers to write).
we watched "howl's moving castle" in japanese class on thursday-friday. i was at first a little sad at howl's slightly higher pitched voice (i'm so used to hearing christian bale's sexy deep voice...lol), but it was still really good. i thought it was funny at the part when howl says he finally found something he wanted to protect, and it was sophie, almost all the girls in the class in unison went "awww!!" i thought it was funny (sensei rolled his eyes).
bad news with my program, despite the fact that we have a bank statement, AND my model number for my tablet, i'm not sure if they're going to give me the serial number. dumb bastards. X(
i really despise school, i can't wait to graduate and just leave. but that thought makes me sad, because at my old school, i really enjoyed it, and never wanted to graduate. it's just so frustrating over here. the classes are three times as hard, and i don't really have anyone to talk to or hang out with. sure i have a few aquantices, but i still don't...really fit in. it's like i'm the odd-ball in this school's perfect harmony. and, it's more of, it's so different. like i could joke around back at my old school, about anything, and nobody would take offense, you could joke and have a good time, whack people over the heads, they whack u back, u both laugh, it was just a more relaxed atmosphere. i really miss it, i just hate this place so much. it's like it's choking the life out of me. *sigh* sorry for the emo rant, but it's it's so frustrating, especially since i'm going to move AGAIN next year. i'm going to have to repeat this friggen process all over again. *sigh*
but in better news, i finished reading an excellent series called "I'S" it's amazing, and it's a refreshing romance story told through the perspective of a guy. so it's not all glittery and completely retarded like some shojos, and the character's personailities are so realistic! it's like they're real people! but it does have a few...dare i say "ecchi" scenes, one or two nude scenes (very simple tho), a one gay guy (but honestly, he was one of my favorite characters, he was so funny, like he wasn't flamboyent, but he had just the cutest comments, and he was so oblivious!) and yah. so if any of that stuff offends you, i wouldn't read it. you should probably be at least 16 before reading it. but, you guys should really read it. it's AMAZING. (9/10)
and that's about it, sorry Sakurie, i'm working on ur picture, but i'm very angry at my lack of a program, and i don't want to screw the picture up by coloring it by hand. =_=
have a great day guys!!
haseo
hi guys, wow, things have been hetic these past few days. it's been CRAZY! i've been trying to draw, but failing epically, it's like my style changes like a pair of socks. UGH! so frustrating...
plus, my computer crashed w/all my programs, and i don't have serial numbers, so i'm gonna have to call companies to see if i can get them to give me some...i wish i had photoshop CS3, that would make my life so much easier.
i just finished reading the manga "full moon" and "hot gimmick" about a day ago. full moon was incrediably cute, and takuto is amazingly hot (i then decided if i go to a convention, i'm going to dress up as him, because i can pull off his hair and his kitty hat ;)), and the story was pretty cute overall. a little wacko in the middle, the girl is stupid (in my opinion, but there really aren't many shojo heroines that i like, besides sakura kinamoto from cardcaptors...). hot gimmick was good, until the end, which pissed me off. it was just unsatsfying. (i know i spelled that wrong). i'm looking for a new manga to read, so if anyone has any suggestions, tell me!! (i'm always looking for a new manga).
ever met anyone that pretends to know what they're talking about, but doesn't? i've found (i apologize to any freshman reading this, but it seems that the freshman at my school are notorious for this) that the freshman in my japanese class believe they know everything about anime. EVERYTHING. and u can't reason with them. it's like...it's like talking to Navi from Zelda! they just spatting nonsense in ur face, expecting u to actually listen to them. it's insane!! like, one kid was trying to tell me tuxedo mask didn't throw roses in the original manga, now, me, who owns the first original manga, told her that she was wrong, and that he did. she attempted a one sided argument (because after she told me i was wrong, despite that the fact that she doesn't own the manga, (which i asked) and i do...hm....) about how the anime screwed over sailor moon and how he really didn't carry a rose. (plus, in YYH, they even make a joke about it with kurama, throwing a rose and some guy goes "who the hell are u?" and kurama goes "u can just call me, tuxedo mask!", Yoshihiro Togashi could do that because he's married to the chick who did Sailor Moon)) so stuff like that, yah, really burns me up. and my little sister, (who is a freshman) has a friend who was dissing the YYH dub, along with the FF VII advent children dub. now, as stated before there are really bad dubs out there (card captors and azumanga daioh being my all time hatreds), but those are two amazing dubs, and especially when u start dissing YYH, me's get angry...and she's some girl who just started watching anime a year ago. so, yah, sorry for the rant about that, i don't think all freshman have that mind frame, but, it really is annoying to have ppl (especially kids that are younger, yet taller than me...curse my five foot ness!) talk to me like i don't know what i'm talking about...what i have evidence to prove my point (like the sailor moon thing). yah....
well, i'm tired, so i takey a nappy. (i'm so lazy) it's friggen cold up here, the high today was 58, low was 39, as a texas/alabama girl, i'm freezing my ass off up here...TToTT
haseo
wow, it's been forever since i've posted, hasn't it? sorry about that, i've had so much hmwk that at points i haven't been able to breath. it's been crazy!! phyco teachers. i swears.
school is...bearable. japanese class is fun, that's like the only class i really look forward to having, good thing i have it everyday. lol sensei so funny, he's like a kid most of the time (he's only 27) and his wife is pretty!! she's japanese and we saw some wedding pictures. (i think she's about my height, because she looks about four inches shorter than sensei, and that's about where i stand). but we just have alot of fun, i just wish we had a longer period. i apparently now have a fanclub in that class as well, some of them saw my drawings and now demand that i draw more (they've seen all my rough drafts for my doujinshi which should be posted some time or another).
o, and thanks to everyone that commented on my latest pic, that one took forever, but i was really pleased with how it turned out. the manga should come out shortly (as soon as i tone and ink the pages, i have three rough drafts done, and seven thumbnails done. so we'll see how that goes) i personally like this doujin, it's one of my favorite. it was my first attempt at a love triangle, and it started out as a fanfiction from the eighth grade, and now i'm redoing the fanfic (i'm up to page 66 right now, and still going! the original is up to page 150, and that wasn't even completed). i hope u guys will enjoy it as much i as do writing it and drawing it
honestly, that's all i really have to say, o, actually i lie. lol i just thought of some stuff.
if either a) u don't care about politics b)u don't like micheal moore c)just want a laugh or d)are a republican, than i highly suggest u go see the movie "an american carol" it's insanely hilarious, and i never stopped laughing. now, if u like micheal moore, than i apologize, but it was pretty damn funny.
ke this,
speaking of politics, i'm about tired of people comparing barack obama to "the messaiah" it's really annoying, and it perturbs me almost as much as barack's policies. (i apologize to all people that support him that are reading this post, i have nothing personal against obama, nor do i anything against him being black, or against democrats, i just don't agree with him, and i think ppl go overboard with him) that's all. (i hope nobody now gets a bad view of me, but i don't have anyone other than my parents to vent about stuff like this because everyone here supports barack, and is is so close minded that no matter what i say, i'm suddenly a red neck bigot who hates black people, despite the fact that i have people in my family that are black, and that i'm clearly half of a minority race. hm....don't these seem like smart people? and i don't mind people that are democrats, i wouldn't have any friends if i did (many of my friends in texas were), but, it's different when u spout stuff that isn't true in hate, like me being a bigot because i don't like barack. it's dumb! and it infuriates me! God, politics make me angry....)
and that's all!! if i've missed anything, just let me know!!
have a great day!
haseo
lol yes, apparently, to one of the girls in my japanese class, i am "aniki". (the title reads "why brother?" why she gave me this nickname, i have not a clue, (i don't think i'm that masculine...or masculine at all! i'm only tomboyish in personality.) and she calls another girl "yu-chan" short for what she claims is "yusuke-chan" another guy name? really weird, but she's funny so it's okay...i suppose...but she still hasn't stopped calling me aniki...very weird indeed.
OMG! i hate history and pre-cal!! *sobs* i've been studying for history for like four hours! JUST HISTORY! TToTT all because they feel the need to give us all these quizzes in a short period of time and it's driving me insane!! i...hate...history...grr...
o, and i did upload that hiei pic for those of u that haven't seen it (for those of u that have commented, thanks so much!) o, and swing by sakura kokoro's portfolio, she drew me my first place prize for her contest and it is soooo cute!! it's my pokemon in human form and she made halloween espcially kawaii!! so thanks again sakura kokoro. *hugs*
um...and that's about it. o, my little sister did say that she found a new theme song for me. it's from "puddle of mudd" and the name of the song is called "phyco". pretty self explanatory even if u haven't heard of the song. (see how my family thinks of me? lol)
well, i hope u guys have been doing great!! have fun for the rest of the week!!
twink out!
haseo
