hey guys, long time no see.
sorry i haven't been around much, school is really killer. i had so many tests this week i thought i was going to die. (plus english papers to write).
we watched "howl's moving castle" in japanese class on thursday-friday. i was at first a little sad at howl's slightly higher pitched voice (i'm so used to hearing christian bale's sexy deep voice...lol), but it was still really good. i thought it was funny at the part when howl says he finally found something he wanted to protect, and it was sophie, almost all the girls in the class in unison went "awww!!" i thought it was funny (sensei rolled his eyes).
bad news with my program, despite the fact that we have a bank statement, AND my model number for my tablet, i'm not sure if they're going to give me the serial number. dumb bastards. X(
i really despise school, i can't wait to graduate and just leave. but that thought makes me sad, because at my old school, i really enjoyed it, and never wanted to graduate. it's just so frustrating over here. the classes are three times as hard, and i don't really have anyone to talk to or hang out with. sure i have a few aquantices, but i still don't...really fit in. it's like i'm the odd-ball in this school's perfect harmony. and, it's more of, it's so different. like i could joke around back at my old school, about anything, and nobody would take offense, you could joke and have a good time, whack people over the heads, they whack u back, u both laugh, it was just a more relaxed atmosphere. i really miss it, i just hate this place so much. it's like it's choking the life out of me. *sigh* sorry for the emo rant, but it's it's so frustrating, especially since i'm going to move AGAIN next year. i'm going to have to repeat this friggen process all over again. *sigh*
but in better news, i finished reading an excellent series called "I'S" it's amazing, and it's a refreshing romance story told through the perspective of a guy. so it's not all glittery and completely retarded like some shojos, and the character's personailities are so realistic! it's like they're real people! but it does have a few...dare i say "ecchi" scenes, one or two nude scenes (very simple tho), a one gay guy (but honestly, he was one of my favorite characters, he was so funny, like he wasn't flamboyent, but he had just the cutest comments, and he was so oblivious!) and yah. so if any of that stuff offends you, i wouldn't read it. you should probably be at least 16 before reading it. but, you guys should really read it. it's AMAZING. (9/10)
and that's about it, sorry Sakurie, i'm working on ur picture, but i'm very angry at my lack of a program, and i don't want to screw the picture up by coloring it by hand. =_=
have a great day guys!!
haseo