does anyone (okay, and i hope this doesn't offend anyone, i'm completely A-OKAY with people liking yaoi, i have gay friends, not a homo-phobe, i just personally don't like, reading it...if u know what i mean) get angry cause the FREAKING BEST FAN ART IS YAOI?! TT0TT ugh, i was looking for hiruma pictures and there was like no good fanart of him and mamori, but there was freaking awesome looking pictures of him and sena (stylistically)! (which makes absolutely no sense! of all the people to pair him up with! that doesn't even make sense in yaoi terms!! at the very least pair him musashi (i think that's how u spell his name) or dreads or someone! gawd!) and i guess what is a bit, frustrating (since i'm a huge mamori hiruma fangirl) is that him and mamori is a pairing quite often hinted at throughout the manga, U WOULD THINK, that there would be more pictures/fanart with them (but alas no, and the ones i did find most of the time sucked, horribly, i love the pairing and i didn't think it was good....TT0TT) ugh, so frustrating...plus it didn't help that it was hard to find pictures of him anyways, cause most were either manga shots or screen shots from the anime (and i detest how they animated him, he looks like a freak half of the time, he's way hotter in the manga;)), and either people drew him really bad, or just...not recongnizable. so bleh, if anyone knows of any good sites for him PLEASE LET ME KNOW! lol

but on teh subject of yaoi, it's actually kinda funny, this morning i was hanging out with my friend (who kinda likes yaoi, but she's more of a shonen-aii kinda person) and she got a hold of my spanish paper where i had doodled all over the back, and she drew a shonen-ai picture, and i swear, the only thing i could think of was "guy love!" lol in a funny strange voice of course, i said it outloud and it was even funnier. lol i think my friend john is probably sneezing right about now. lol *hugs john*

o!! and i forgot almost the most important thing, i'm helping in creating an "apollo justice" musical, and right now we're in the production stage, i'm the composer if you will (one of) and we need a lyrics writer. BADLY. a few people have sent in stuff, but it hasn't been very good (they've kinda been like poems...and really choppy, hard to come up with stuff for that), so if u know ANYONE, or if any of you guys can write lyrics, we desperately need your help. if anyone is interested, please pm me with ur email so i can send u the script, i'm going to be advertising this around the site, and kinda hold like a mini competition so we'll pick the best person (i'm not judging that, so no has to worry about bias) for the job. thanks bunches.

and once again, i'm apologize if i offended anyone with my yaoi rant earlier. that wasn't my intention, so please, please don't take it the wrong way!! <_<

catherine