ugh, i hate LIFE!!! TT0TT everyone keeps nagging me to think about colleges, think about colleges, THINK ABOUT COLLEGES!! i'm getting so friggen frustrated cause the place i originally wanted to go to is really expensive, and we can't afford it, and my grades can't exactly get me a full scholarship and my parents think i haven't been doing anything and it's so frustrating cause i all the other art institutes are so far away from everything, like i don't wanna go to minnesota! and i can't find any that even compare and all the good artists that are american all went to SCAD (savanah art institute) but it's so expensive and i just wanna go back to being a kid! and it sucks cause it's like everyone else has it together but me, like my bf is doing all this stuff to get into Westpoint (military academy) and what do i do? i draw, yeah, that's right, i FUCKING DRAW. whoopy FUCKIN DO. i sorry for the rant, i'm just not doing so great now...
catherine
