So, i decided i need a new intro. First of all, i would happily go by YG so don't try to get my real name. I am going to be 17 this year and i hav the colest car on the block! actually, its a 95 rabbit. the color of a rotten tomato. I love Inuyasha and Vampire Knight. I f i had a choice between Kaname and Zero, i would sooo go for Kaname! I am what you call in school an emo. On days, i like like i am, but i am a scene emo. yes there is a difference. my fav colors are black and red. sometimes hot pink, too. I am in a garage band and get this, i am the only girl in it! i play piano. I hav to give credit to Ai=love because she introduced me to the O. its an incredible place! And i am random at some points.

MY HEART IS A FIST DRENCHED IN BLOOD! MY SOUL SHALL RISE AGAIN!

coolz peoplez usez Zs atz thez endz ofz theirz sentencez!

Did you know that 50% of the world fart on a regular basis? Come on guys! let the gas OUT!!!!

I TOTALLY DIG PEOPLE WHO PLAY THE LEGEND OF ZELDA!
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Below, is a youtube thing of Cloud and Aerith. I love Advent Children!

Failure to Launch

so... lately i hav been feeling depressed. Yesterday wasn't so great. And today, i just feel down. I got sooo gloomy, that I had a thought about doing my past "addiction" and non of my coping things are helping. The only thing that can keep my from going to that thing is watching stupid shows and messing with my phone. I just feel so lost, so invisible. Why do I feel this way? I never felt like this in a long time! I just want to dig a hole and go into it and stay until everyone is gone. I know it is bad, but I just want to feel renewed and refreshed. I hope Lemons will help. Yes, I am counting on you, Lemons (Ai=love) to cheer me up to high heavens. Or any of my good friends here can help. Just a nice talk or a good complament would be good.

ewo!!!!!!!!

today is my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!
Anyways, i am bored and not having a very fun good b-day. my own uncle hasn't called me to wish me a happ b-day! OH!
Anyways, you know how i hav been posting about my dog, Sonny? well, here he is!!!!

I WUV HIM!!!!!!!!!!!

Yay!!!!!

I just got sinished making my own channel on utube!
TheLifeOfYashaGirl
check it out!

My own video!!!!!!!!!

Snozzcumbers and Wizzpops

EWO! so, tomorrow i turn 17! yay! i really didn't want to got to school today because i felt so groggy, but i can only miss 2 more days or i am going to get kicked out. so, i hav to be careful. Now, i hav this little thought in the back of my mind: Is Danny Stalking me? you know how i hav been posting that he buys me stuff, picks me up from school, and wants to be with me even though he can't? Well, it seems that every time i turn around i see him there. And sometimes, i see him in the corner of my eye at stores! i might be paranoid. Don't get me wrong, Danny is such a sweet boy and very talented. But i think he is obsessed with me. Kay is moving.... she is going to move down to Dallas. That is why i had pulled out that world. Liz and Cory are getting depressed about it. So, i hav been hanging around the guys alot. i think too much because i am on the verge of going to a Monster Truck Rally. Never been to one. Eric is the one who came up with the idea. And here i thought that he was too much of a nerd. Emy, my great aunt who i only seen once, has been contacting my mom alot since mom has brain damage. Emy is probably the only one who is actually a concerned relative.

i am so scared that the memory side of her brain is too muched damage. I am afraid that she will forget about me before i turn 30. I think mom can see me too stressed about it because i am not eating. I just need to get away from my house for awhile just to clear my mind. I know that i am going to be gone most of the time this summer. i just need to break away and spread my wings and clear my thoughts. *sigh* life can't get any worse.....

Fuzzy lollipops and button ears

I finally got my own video recorder! omg! the thing is that i don't know how to get the stupid videos onto the computer! my dog Shsdow is by me and he doesn't like thunderstorms. anyways, i don't think i will post much today. nothing much going on..........
oh, there is this one site called To Write Love ON Her Arms. check it out peeze!