EWO! so, tomorrow i turn 17! yay! i really didn't want to got to school today because i felt so groggy, but i can only miss 2 more days or i am going to get kicked out. so, i hav to be careful. Now, i hav this little thought in the back of my mind: Is Danny Stalking me? you know how i hav been posting that he buys me stuff, picks me up from school, and wants to be with me even though he can't? Well, it seems that every time i turn around i see him there. And sometimes, i see him in the corner of my eye at stores! i might be paranoid. Don't get me wrong, Danny is such a sweet boy and very talented. But i think he is obsessed with me. Kay is moving.... she is going to move down to Dallas. That is why i had pulled out that world. Liz and Cory are getting depressed about it. So, i hav been hanging around the guys alot. i think too much because i am on the verge of going to a Monster Truck Rally. Never been to one. Eric is the one who came up with the idea. And here i thought that he was too much of a nerd. Emy, my great aunt who i only seen once, has been contacting my mom alot since mom has brain damage. Emy is probably the only one who is actually a concerned relative.

i am so scared that the memory side of her brain is too muched damage. I am afraid that she will forget about me before i turn 30. I think mom can see me too stressed about it because i am not eating. I just need to get away from my house for awhile just to clear my mind. I know that i am going to be gone most of the time this summer. i just need to break away and spread my wings and clear my thoughts. *sigh* life can't get any worse.....