so... lately i hav been feeling depressed. Yesterday wasn't so great. And today, i just feel down. I got sooo gloomy, that I had a thought about doing my past "addiction" and non of my coping things are helping. The only thing that can keep my from going to that thing is watching stupid shows and messing with my phone. I just feel so lost, so invisible. Why do I feel this way? I never felt like this in a long time! I just want to dig a hole and go into it and stay until everyone is gone. I know it is bad, but I just want to feel renewed and refreshed. I hope Lemons will help. Yes, I am counting on you, Lemons (Ai=love) to cheer me up to high heavens. Or any of my good friends here can help. Just a nice talk or a good complament would be good.