so a lot has been going on lately so be prepared!
I've been making some wallpaper recently and I think I'm going to "specialize" more in wallpapers and cards than fanart. I mean, I like to draw but I'm starting to notice that my drawings never look the same on the computer as they do on paper (considering the fact that I DO NOT have a scanner). I also have some stuff to work on. I have to draw a picture of two characters from Yu-Gi-Oh for a collab I'm doing with ThousandShadowsMP (who is in fact a wallpaper guru). I also still have to re-draw the picture of a futuristic princess using the computer for another collab I'm doing with LoveBreaks (who is an amazing artist). I also have to update my comic soon because I haven't updated it in like two weeks! Not to mention I have two contest entries to do and I have to manage a contest of my own! It's so hard balancing school and hobbies(considering that I can't be on the computer that long anymore which explains why I'm no longer in the chat on a regular basis). I've been kinda depressed about my artwork lately. I mean......I'm improving but I feel like I suck- to put it bluntly. I'm trying and I know that I have improved a lot since I first started drawing (which was in 8th grade so I've been drawing for like 2 years this year) but I still feel as if there's something I'm missing. I don't know. I mean a friend of mine said that he liked my style- that it was unique. I'm sure a lot of others think so too but I really don't know. =[
I broke up with my boyfriend(E.D.) a few weeks ago. See, I moved recently so we're like 100 miles apart and I find it really difficult to keep up a long-distance relationship and I doubt we'll be moving back at all(my family is thinking about moving out of state this year). And Valentine's Day is coming up so I guess we're going to send each other cards...
*sighs*
School is going okay, I guess. English teacher gave me a 0 on an assignment because she didn't see any relation between the conclusion and the topic which I think is fair but I still think I should get credit for actually doing the assignment. I'm pretty content with my grades. I'm getting an 87% in my Algebra class which is really good considering I usually get a high C or low B. I again have a B in my English class because of the zero thing. As for my other classes I have like 95%'s in all of them. My favorite class is Spanish class but as we learn more things it's getting harder and harder to understand. Geography class is okay, we're studying about Africa and I've been really excited so far because those are my roots. I asked my teacher if it was possible to trace my history back but she said it wasn't possible.
I finally got my room clean and it's easier to breathe. Grandmother is coming on the 22nd which happens to be the day in which analog goes out(right?).
Well that's how my life is going so far. Thoughts about anything here is appreciated. See ya!
How I feel today:
