(i warn u probably won't understand anything that i'm saying, but i need to vent right now) Ever since this person broke up with me, i've been trying to stay away from loving that person..........but in the end, i just can't......i love this person to much to stay away.......everytime i try and try to, that person somehow makes me fall for them again...even though they just want to stay friends and keep it a crush.......but i don't...i don't want it that way.....because i still love that person......more than anything or anyone else........i never thought things would end up this way.........

This person has already hurt me so many times before (not physically).......idk why, but i've never left him.......i've stuck by his side no matter what....i've always somehow believed that we would make it through all the crap that's been going on......but in the end...it just ended up being completely over..........

i know you're probably thinking "just get over him"......but it's really hard to when they're your first love.....and one love that you will never forget.........

i've never been this inlove with a person.....i've had crushes but, not a love like this......it's a perfectly bonded love......i know i'm probably to young to be saying this kindof stuff........but to me, it's true......

~Sakurachan