Have you ever tried to stay strong through all of the crap life throws at you???.......it's really hard to do that....especially when you can't cry...when you have to stay strong through everything all alone..........sometimes, you just need that someone to hold you and say everything will be ok......sometimes, you just need that person to shield you from life and keep you safe............

right now.......i feel smothered from everything life is throwing at me......i can't catch my breath and save myself from being in darkness........i am able to smile though......even though i smile and try to be happy,..i'm not.......sometimes, you just need that person to make you smile from the inside out.......sometimes, that person is the only person who can do that for you........(i am making no sense whatsoever)..........

I've stayed strong so far......i've almost cried....but i kept the tears in and kept on saying to myslef "No, you can't let it out, not yet, you have to keep holding on, you can't give in".............i really do want to cry.....but i can't.......(don't ask why, because i can't say)

well anyways, this is a vid that i keep listening to and it sortof explains my situation........

RinxHaru-The Last Night

Mia Rose-Hold Me Now