^tears falling through this entire post^....i'm soo scared...i'm so scared of loosing the one i love to someone else....i'm scared of loosing everything we have to that other person....i don't know if i have the strength to get through something as painful & heartbreaking as that......i love him with all my heart....i really do...but, mabye i'm just not good enough....i can't make him happy...i'm forbidden to do so.....i don't want it to end....not yet........my heart is already hurting soo badly just thinking about the idea of it.....if he chooses that other person.....i will live in darkness for the rest of my life....i won't recover.....my smile will be gone forever...my heart will be shredded into pieces that will never stay together....i will be a black rose forever.......he's the only source of true happiness i have....without him, i'm gone...forever.....

I've kept everything he's ever given me....flowers, cards, necklaces,old notebooks, etc.....i even have my own diary where i talk about how much i love him every single time i write in it....i....i just don't want him to go...i wouldn't be able to take it.....he's everything to me...i can't live without him......^shoves her teared up face into her teddy bear^

GaaxSaku-I'll Remember You

GaaSaku-Savin Me