I want to thank everyone for their comments on my last post! *hugs*
chihiroyin*SmallxLady*Zuzu Uchiha*Hifsa
just wanted to give them a small shout out they rock.
uhg i was okay Friday Friday was a day that i didnt cry at work.even when he came in for his shift, he said hi and all i did was snort at him i didnt know what to say than i left for the day my shift was over. than i met up with my one firend and we hung out at a pizza place, making me eat heh i wasnt that hungry but we talked for maybe 3 hrs we where soo loud in there.
so firday was no real tears
but yesterday was on and off thinking and crying and trying to clean and stuff and listing to music so much music. trying to get the courage up to go back over to his house i have half a dozen things that i need to get from thare like all my pillows all my damn pillows... i loved at his house for atleast 4 out of the 5 years. god now im crying again... blah and 2 desk top computers and small crap and its just like i dont wanna see him cuz i bet it will hurt? than i bet ill cry more and i think that makes me look soo weak nd than it will be in fount of him and wtf i dont need that feeling sorry for me .... now im just rambling hahaha....
well today is sunday and im going to try and clean more and how knows might write some more i have been writing might out some of that up.... havent been up for making anything else but ya never know!
ill talk to you all later
