17th August 2009
Dear reader,
I thought of giving up all hope of ever finding peace with people I called family ...
and today that came true... This boy about my age (14) saw me and hard gossip from the shop keepers (Mary and sky). He rescued a boy named Kenvey? He... has a lot to say for just one boy... not what I'm really after right now. He has offered a place for me to stay at to get away from my 'family'.
can I really leave Suekue on her own with 'Them'... -_- she says she'll be ok... but... we have never been apart before... What I'm I to do?
I've given up on deciding for myself... tell me... which path should I choose? stay to be with Suekue or leave her for my own selfish desires... 
The boy, Grim, angel of death, I can smell and sense it... He uses his power to hunt the people that deserve to die... he said they were one of them if I gave him the order... I couldn't do that to Suekue... she loves them... why wouldn't she? They're all shes ever had... I don't think I have a chose in whether I go with him or not... Grim... what the hell is my life meant for? why am I here?
