Dear Diary (or whatever other jerk is reading this right now),
ARGH! I'm SO confused and it's not even funny. Everything is just... Ugh. Just ugh. Let me start from the beginning so you can understand the situation better, ne?
'Kay, so, I come up with this brilliant plan to escape from the military base us Digits were trapped at since we were practically born, thinking that everything would be all rainbows and sunshine when we actually got out. Boy was I wrong. After kissing Jett in front of everybody (why the hell had I done that?!), he still turned me down (WTF is up with that?!), and so we split into two groups. Greyson, Saracen, Racquel, and Rhys took Jett's side, and the rest took my side. Well, at least the odds were even. Then, I see this vision that their plane is going to crash. So what else was I supposed to do?! Let them all die?! Sorry, but I have a conscience! And like the idiot I am, I went in the middle of the night to warn Jett (super sexy Jett, in case you didn't know) that he was going to die if he got on that plane tomorrow. And woe and behold, we started making out. Why hadn't I seen THAT one coming?!
The sad part is... I actually kind of liked it. Okay, shut up, I'm blushing SO much as I'm writing this right now. Jeez, this whole thing is stupid. But anyways, Jett (did I mention that he was super sexy?) was kissing ME of all people, and like I'd stop it?! No. Cause he was just too cute at that moment, and I was so caught up in the moment... Talk about hormones...
UGH. He tells me he loves me, but he leaves me. I tell him he's gonna die, so he kisses me. And did I mention the part where he asked if I loved him?! How was a girl supposed to answer that question when she was pinned up against a tree by the hottest guy she had ever seen?! (well, Fox was pretty hot too... and OMG, he was there in that clearing! What if he had seen?! Craaaap!) I was able to slip away without answering but... Sooner or later, I'm going to have to tell him the truth.
If only I knew the truth! Why don't you try juggling boys and saving the world at the same time. Yeah, not laughing now, are ya?! Fox practically declares that he loves me on a daily basis, and c'mon, it's hard not to think he's cute with his whole macho pervert act he has going on. But disheveled and dark is irresistible too!
Ugh. I'm going to go to sleep now before I end up pulling all my hair out over this situation. And in the meantime, I'm going to go pick some daisies to see if he REALLY loves me... Or not.
~With love, Ayre
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THERE. Since I didn't feel like writing a whole post about it, I wrote a whole diary entry for you. ^^ Dozo.
