I was inspired the other day, it doesn’t happen often for me, or I’ll lose interest, actually I’ve been inspired four times in the last five days, but none but this last one stuck. I know, everyone is probably thinking, ‘when is she going to post something already??’ Well, I’ll do my best to have something up by Friday afternoon; it won’t be super special, because as I said in the last post, it will just be a rough draft for opinions. Because, depending on how elaborate it is it could take longer, but it won’t be too far out, so I’m expecting two or three months. Anyway, Alisha and I were watching Howl’s MC the other day, and after developing a huge anime crush on Howl, I have decided to put him and someone else in my artwork… I just don’t know who the other person will be yet. :D
Anyway, it will take until Friday, because I have a big Anatomy test that morning, which I’m going to start studying for as soon as I finish this. Yeah, I know, I procrastinate, but don’t you know? That’s what you do in college. :)
I’ve been thinking about my world, and what I want to do with it, and I think it’s going to start being my journal. Where I put random boring things that’s have been up with me, if you don’t read it regularly I understand, I wouldn’t find a stranger’s daily life too fascinating either, but I don’t know, it’s up to you.
Anyway, what happened today? Well, this morning I woke up next to the loveliest lady in the land, of course the other day I woke up next to the loveliest man in probably the entire world. *sigh* … … … I had you going there for a second didn’t I? lol Well, she is lovely, but she is also my best friend, and is straight and married. But, FYI Alisha, you don’t snore, you’re not as quite as Jeremy thou, and you are more of a cover hog, but you’re not as much of a bed hog. :D Jeremy on the other hand, sleeps like a little boy, it’s very cute. He and I have an odd relationship, he is gay and so am I, so we disagree on some things. Lol But, we also mesh well, because he is probably the most feminine person I have ever met, he runs faster in heels than any girl I have ever seen, he has the best sex phone operator voice, and he does hair better than any salon stylist. I’ve told him repeatedly that if he ever decided he could live without a sexual relationship, I would propose on the spot.
Anyway, today I went to this college orientation. I hate those things, trust me, if you’ve gone to one, you’ve gone to them all, but they are mandatory, sadly. Anyway, it is for this religious college, which automatically makes me very uncomfortable, then on top of that I had to go to chapel. Argh, I hate school. But, it is a necessary evil. Anyway, college is college, it’s the same no matter where you go, you go to class or you don’t, you pass or you don’t, you drop the class or you don’t, the end. So I zoned out often, until we split off into groups, then there she was, simply put, the single most stunning creature I’ve ever seen in person. She was thin and tall with long straight dark hair, she is from about 80 miles away, she wants to be a journalist, she liked Tegan and Sara and her name was Alyssa. I stupidly forgot to ask for her number. So, I’m going to look for her on facebook. I’m such a sucker for a brunette with glasses and great legs. But, that’s enough about that.
I was depressed Wednesday, and I don’t know why, it was just over whelming and I was over flowing with sadness. It was so weird, it just hit me. I cried for hours, it’s annoying when you can’t stop but you don’t know why you’re doing it in the first place. So, I called Jeremy, and I went over there and we laid in the dark under the covers for over an hour, and I cried, and we talked, and I’m so happy to have him. Then, oddly enough, we got up and watched Golden Girls, I don’t really care for the show, but it was nice. Then, we went back to bed and talked some more. I took him cookies the other day to thank him.
Then, Friday was scary, I went to Alisha’s and my blood sugar level dropped when we went walking. I faint when it falls too low, and we were still a little ways off from her house, it got pretty close, when we got back my nerves went bad and I began to shake, but then I ate and it was okay again. I hate that feeling, not so much the fainting part, it happens enough to where it doesn’t freak me out anymore, but I’m worried about how others will react. It is one thing for me to say that it is not a big deal, and I will probably wake right back up and to not call 911, unless I don’t wake back up, but it is completely different to experience it.
Plus, Friday, I failed an Anatomy quiz, not really, but for about a day I had a zero down. Zeros are a much bigger deal when you’re in college, it could mean the difference between having financial aid and not. But, then I got to take it again, so it was all good.
Geez, that was a long one. Anyway, on to studying.
